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Name: Briana
Birthday: 6/25/1988
Interests: God, except He's not just an interest, He's a priority. And He's what my life's about.
Photography,venturing,singing,acting,dance reading,writing,cosmetology, swimming, running, archery, swords, piano,drawing, volunteering, sewing, knitting, crafts ect. and landscaping. Not that I am doing all these things at the moment or do them very well, but they are interests.
Expertise: Hmmm expertise lets see......... managing mass chaos. I think I should become like the executive director of salvation army or red cross or some kind of disaster relief. Why?.... you ask. What experience would qualify me for such a job? Let me ask you something......... Have you seen our house?
Namely.........my room?
Yeah I'm plenty qualified.
Occupation: Daydreaming
Industry: I'm a hair cutterer
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Breebighair
MSN: Breebighair@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/10/2004
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| It saddens me greatly to see how much this world of Xanga has died. I'm glad to announce that I am indeed still writing and haven't forsaken it altogether, but I'm also sad to admit that my xanga blog has suffered from great neglect.
All is well with me. In fact, I'm much better than I have been all semester!
I have really enjoyed the Christmas break and don't really want to go back to school. I love being at home with my family and just hanging out with them. Everything makes so much more sense at home. The world is a confusing place and most people are just .....dumb. Everyone is blind. * sigh* What's a girl to do? I think I'll stay home and bake cookies. ; ) I'd like it just fine.
As close as I was to a 4.0 this semester, spanish did win the battle after all and I came out of it with a B. It was a sad and greivious day. I was SO CLOSE to an A! BAH!
I did however manage to make the Dean's list in spite, and I'm am content with that. Although the President's list sounds much more appealing. I guess this coming semester will give me another chance. I'm determined.
I'll probably die in the process but what's death to glory? lol Just kidding, although this semester does forebode hardship. "I'm beginning to feel like butter, scraped over too much bread" I really don't know when I'll have time to work.
Did I mention I made the opera chorus? I'm quite excited about that. And it will keep me very busy.
I'm still working, trying to save up enough money to go on the study abroad trip to Costa Rica so I can learn to effectively speak spanish. It's a slow business though. Seeing as my job doesn't pay you decently. Which is a whole other subject which I could rant about for hours. I will spare you however and close by saying that me and my family are well and I think things are going just fine and it feels as though we are on the verge of many changes for the better. At least, one would hope so.
God Bless!
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| I remember having a thought yesterday about something that was rather intriguing, and thinking that I would go home and write a post about it. But now I have absolutely no idea what it was and I will probably write something altogether unintriguing. I guess that's fine since I'm merely writing this for my own benefit.
I got accepted for the study abroad program in Costa Rica this summer! I was excited, still am. The only thing is, if I go ( which I'm planning on) I will have to take spanish during summer 1 and then go to costa rica during summer 2. After getting back from Costa Rica having been there for 6 weeks, I immediately start my fall semester as a sophomore. So....... I basically won't get a break from school. Not to mention I'll have to come up with Alot of money by then and take two more semesters of spanish and pass them.
I'm glad I don't have school tomorrow, but I'll miss everyone too. I'll be sooooo glad to be able to spend time with my family though. It's really weird for me to be gone as much as I am. Right now, Home is just the place that I sleep.
I'm excited about seeing my older brother! I feel like I don't know him anymore since I hardly ever get to see him or talk to him. And I'll be seeing even less of him since he's moving to Dallas. Poo.
Wanna know what else is poo? Work. Work is poo. Tell me, is it fair to make a part time employee work everyday during thanksgiving week excepting thanksgiving day itself? Cause that's what they're making me do. Soooo, I'll have to drive to Grandma's house wednesday night after I get off work and then drive back friday morning to make it back in time to work. And then while my Family is off having a swell time visiting until sunday, I'll be stuck by myself bored to tears.
I guess I'll be fine though. It's just disappointing. And that's another reason why I'm strictly opposed to growing up and shall never do it myself!
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| It makes me sad to see how spastic my entries have become. But I guess, as with everything, there are changes that come about, and one of those changes is that.......reality is kicking in, and the wonderful world where I am continuously writing about the exciting happenings of this phenomenon known as life is beginning to rush towards it's ending.
I'd be much more content to live in the world of my dreams. The world where I'm always the heroine and I do all these amazing things in my life before it's all said and done with. I am coming however to the sad realization that many of my dreams will always be just that, dreams. Mere conjurings of my imagination.
On the other though, if all my dreams came true, I'd have no reason left to live, there'd be nothing left to hope for.
Back to earth *ahem* All of my classes are going pretty well, the only class I'm unsure of how I'm doing is spanish. I'm doing well on all of the quizzes and turning in all my homework and getting my lab time but........I feel like I'm not grasping it. I had mid terms today so....we'll see.
Next week should be exciting because I'm going off with my fellow voice students to compete in Dallas at NATS ( I have no idea what it stands for) We leave wednesday and get back Sunday. I will be great. I'm excited.
Monday however my nerves will be shot because I have to sing for ALL of the voice students at SFA......and I'm scared. *gulp*
All in all things are good I feel like I never have time to do the things I should but the truth is when I have idle time that exactly what it is. Wasted time......... I feel tired alot and I think I use that as an excuse.
Right now I should be doing one of the following.
1:Cleaning my absolutely HORRIBLEY MESSY room. It looks worse than a guys dorm. And that's saying alot.
2: Reading my bible and praying. quiet times have also become whack and it 's not good
3: studying ( an obvious.)
4: cleaning my car inside and out because it needs it really bad.
as you know however I'm not doing any of those things, but rather I'm experiencing the very relaxing and therapeutic qualities of writing. Ahhhhhh
I was a fairy today. It was quite jolly and fun.
As was Jeff and Amanda's visit today.
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| So, I'm sitting here outside at SFA thinking about all the home work I should be doing but instead I'm writing. There's also a very annoying and sharp rock that is sticking my rear. I think Im gonna move......................................
Ah! much better.
Things are good, I have lots of homework but I'll get it done this weekend.
Changes of life still amaze me. I never know what to expect, but I'm realizing that the more I experience, the better I'm getting at handling the unexpected or unforseen. And that gives me hope. It means that I've learned from my mistakes, not to mention other people's.
I really do not like practicing piano scales and chord progressions. You repeat it over and over and over and over and over and over........... and it's very annoying cause after I get up and leave, it all leaves my head and I have no idea what I just did for an hour.
There are lots of interesting people here, and why is it that I always seem to make friends with strange people? Or atleast strange people seem to like to be my friend. Either way, there's some kind of weird magnetism going on and there's plenty of weirdness in the music department trust me.
I'm also quite nervous about this Monday. Not only do I have a piano test but I also have to sing in front of my whole studio, which is very nerve wrecking. Since basically all of them are better than me. Yeeeeesh!
I guess I'll live................though probably only barely.
well I'm off to a party at my teachers house. It's his studio/ everyone get to know everyone else party. It should be fun. Toodles! | | |
| God is amazing. I know I keep repeating myself but it's so true! He places just the right people in your life at the right time. Good friends should never be taken forgranted. Why is the world so messed up? Why is there such a cloud of evil hanging over us? Why do people think they need alcohol and sex to have a good time? How can they be so BLIND! It makes me so sad. I see all of these people that I want to be friends with, I want to share with them , I can see them the way God sees them, And I want to love them with his love! but I'm not sure quite how to. I weep for them because they cannot see. And I'm not sure what to do. I know what I know is true, yet somehow when the time comes for the challenge my words trip over my tongue and dissapear. When it comes time for the battle, I doubt myself. I wish everyone could feel the way I feel. To see beauty in everyday. And even when somethings go wrong, it's okay because my best friend has my back and is looking out for me. And I know everything will be fine. I wish everyone could know him! Why is it so hard for me to itroduce Him?! | | |
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