Well, i have a job that consumes a lot of my time.  That's about it. i enrolled at k-state that was pretty fun i guess, it was boring for the most part though. Anywho later.

.Brett.

School

School is over, summer begins, someone get me a job with good pay or just pay at that and i'll be good.  peace easy.  Graduation was a hoot!

.Brett.

It was rainy so I thought I'd drop a few lines.

      Hmmm...talk about shitty.  You know, there's nothin better than having a fucking bullshit 18th birthday.  Isn't it supposed to be exciting and free?  Apparently not.  It's like the chains of protection are cutting off circulation to all my limbs.  There is nothing i can do when people blow things out of proportion.  A pair of shorts used for swimming all of a sudden become a sinful pair of shorts left behind as a tasteless commodity to a union of lovers.  Proposterous, insane, just plain numbing.  A cloudy observation with no reasonable persuance to change, incredible.  The trust that was given...or not given...pseudo-trust.  It's hidden behind a fake smile that both parties know is false.  It creates a sense of awkwardness to be watched from all sides and angles for once you become 18, you are no longer innocent, you have become prey.  Prey in the eyes of those who watched you and still watch you.  There is no such thing as freedom.  If there is, it's a decision made as you were born into the family He has chosen for you.  Your life is forever watched, your possessions forever kept, your actions forever restrained.  What's the point in learning if you have no choice in which to make a decision?  I don't know but it's fucking stupid and it's rediculous that society has turned a once widely celebrated day into the worst fucking celebration ever fucking known.  The only thing I can do, is Dance...

well what the hell is goin on ex-Nogga.  my skillz in call of duty 2 have surpassed any of my foes.  in other words i gotta quit playin that game.  Hollister is the only store i know of in the mall that opens before the old people start walking.  ridiculous, if you get the chance go check out he stand i made, it's in the girls back corner with the jean jackets, yeap, i made that, me...all me.  also if you see any clearance shirts in the girls section those were also my work, i tagged about 4,000 of those biotches.  your welcome now go shop and give me money.

.Brett.

-----------------------Tuesday------------------------------
woke up at about 11 this day.  there was about 2 centimeters of snow as compared to the forecasted 13 - 16 inches.  apparently it didn't come.  its cold. the weather is gay enough to make everyone want to stay indoors.  i have done absolutely nothing since i woke up and it sucks balls. fucking depressed or some shit i might as well just go to bed. 8 pm sounds like a perfect bedtime. take it easy.
.Brett.

-----------------------Monday---------------------------------
woke up at 11:30, played some call of duty 2 til about 3:30, cleaned my room up real nice, my eyeball hurts that's bout it for the sickness.  lets see....went to the mall to check out new cell phones but the deals weren't good so no new cell phone for awhile.  got some new clothes from hollister, gotta take the pants back to get a new size who woulda thought it? uhmm what else, oh, came home, played call of duty 2 til about now and that's it.  another lonely night down, hopin for a phone call? i hope.
.Brett.

------------------------Sunday--------------------------------
Well i woke up at 2am with a headache like none other.....and i puked for a good 5 minutes after i took a piss (yes i flushed it first), went to bed woke up at 10 went to orientation and it went pretty good so i'm not complainin, went to abilene wrestled in the senior classic, lost by 2 points but i thought it was a great match, puked for another 5 minutes after that and had a headache again all day. that's bout it.  still lonely and depressed.
.Brett.

----------------------Saturday-----------------------------------

well, everyone's gone for spring break except a couple friends of mine.  but they're probably gonna spend a bunch of time with their girlfriends, so its definitely gonna be one really really long week.  if hollister puts me on the schedule i can't grow out my beard, making this the first spring break i didn't grow out my beard throughout highschool.  shit haha.

.Brett.