Yikes its been awhile.

I dont know where to start. I came back to this site and saw all the new shit one is able to do. juss made me giggle, because no one uses these anymore. except, mitch...who wrote a "WEBLOG" like 3days ago...and i agree with him.

....looking back you see how much you've lost, and gained.
I have a problem with that...letting go-getting stuck in the past.

But this new year i tried & am doing my best...to start anew.

Im not who i once was.
....A new year, calls for a new me; for real this time.
....If one werent to get a call from someone who cared so deeply for them in a timespand of 3 months, what would you do?
One might say - i was the one who had to call...but the telephone works both ways, and i waited and waited....for nothing.

SO. as beside myself as i am/was about it.

I started again...
March 1st ...Happiness found me. And on march 12th Happiness, became by boyfriend.
Tomorrow will be two months.  and i hope there are many more.

...i hate when i get like this...
...i could write a novel...about all the thoughts in my head. and then i stop to think
"who fuckin cares?"

and thats where i say...
                                         ....til next time; goodbye

Happy New Year...

id write more. but haha i just dont feel like it.
2008...be good to us.

we could drive around this town
  &let the cops chase us around...

Hey Jealousy ♥



....merry christmas....
i<3my grinch

...i miss him terribly as well....55566688833 <3