"You sit there in your heartache

Waiting on some beautiful boy to

To save you from your old ways

You play forgiveness

Watch it now, here he comes!"

HA! ^ no it couldn'd

I don't believe in god...

How could there be someone up wherever the hell he is who would take my great grandma, my dog and let my dad get in a wreck?

Who would do such a terrible thing?

My 73 volkswagen which i just finished paying off, is totalled. Some stupid lady t-boned my dad right out side of harrah's and tried to leave... good thing her axle broke. My dad is still in the hospital... has been for about 3 hours now... I don't even know whats goin on there... I couldn't stand being in that place anymore so I left. The one person I needed to talk to is working and the other one person i could talk to is not answering her phone. I'm so mad at the world right now. What's next? they say bad things happen in 3's, well we're goin on about 5 right now... so when is it ever gonna stop?

 things like this used to be funny

Currently Listening Eyes Open By Snow Patrol Chasing Cars see related

.edit.

12 hour shift today, started out as a 1-8 shift at Toby's then a

7.30 to 11.30 shift at VooDoo was added, but then ended up staying at

Toby's till 10, VooDoo till 1. But it wasn't that bad, I didnt even notice I had

been there that long. Plus Ryan AND Tc were working so that was just about fantastic.

I think things are better with me and Ryan, no more complicatedness goin on.

I think I'm gonna take up Go-Go dancing, the girls at VooDoo need a teacher. =D

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree [Limited "Black Clouds and Underdogs" Edition] By Fall Out Boy XO see related

might go visit ryan... i don't know what i should do..

confusion and i are one