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Name: Ben
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 9/28/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Chery, She is the Best Girlfriend in the world and shez waiting for me I consider myself the luckiest mutha fucka alive. And I Like to write poetry a seen and I also Like to slander people ruthlessly for no apparent reason.jk. But, I am a martial artist I studied for 11 years.
Expertise: Chery, Hunggar Gung fu. If you would like to know more about either one of these. go to www.hungkuen.net or www.xanga.com/sexychery101


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Member Since: 4/27/2004

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I am worn out and killed over I miss you guys alot


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

When the coldness of reality strikes the mind must find a way to keep warm


Monday, October 30, 2006

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

Itz Been A Long Time


Thursday, May 26, 2005

Hello everyone Im soooooooooooooo happy Imma bout to graduate YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


Thursday, May 12, 2005

Well Things are started to suck really bed down here. Well I guess Ill jus say all.  Well I have four days till eviction,  My girlfriend left to N.Y.  I have to find a new job.  I need to get down to Carlisle.  I miss you guys too......and thanx for keeping in touch. 

Ive got a bit of a fight going on here and I need a little help heres the story. 

I just found out my grandmother had put me on welfare when I was six years old.  The only problem I have is my grandmother was collecting $200 a month from me.  She had just gotten a check in the mail at the end of the month.  But, she hasn't helped me at all.   I am broke,  I hardly ever eat, I'm gunna be homeless in 4 days and She knows all of this.  I had asked her If I could at least have a couple of dollers so that I can get food.  But she dosn't help me at all.  Right now noone will help me because I am 17 till september 28.  I had found out there is no such thing as emancipation in P.A. and she is the only resource for money I have.  There is one thing wrong with what my grandmother is doing it is fraud.  Because She has been collecting welfare from me for the past 4 years and I havnt lived at her house.  I am wondering if I should sue her or not....

Any Ideas If sooo please tell me thanx guys

Ive g2g bye 



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