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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 15:22:36 GMT

I am worn out and killed over I miss you guys alot

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 16:04:17 GMT

When the coldness of reality strikes the mind must find a way to keep warm

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 00:32:37 GMT

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

Itz Been A Long Time

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Thu, 26 May 2005 22:34:55 GMT

Hello everyone Im soooooooooooooo happy Imma bout to graduate YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Thu, 12 May 2005 15:57:01 GMT

Well Things are started to suck really bed down here. Well I guess Ill jus say all. Well I have four days till eviction, My girlfriend left to N.Y. I have to find a new job. I need to get down to Carlisle. I miss you guys too......and thanx for keeping in touch.

Ive got a bit of a fight going on here and I need a little help heres the story.

I just found out my grandmother had put me on welfare when I was six years old. The only problem I have is my grandmother was collecting $200 a month from me. She had just gotten a check in the mail at the end of the month. But, she hasn't helped me at all. I am broke, I hardly ever eat, I'm gunna be homeless in 4 days and She knows all of this. I had asked her If I could at least have a couple of dollers so that I can get food. But she dosn't help me at all. Right now noone will help me because I am 17 till september 28. I had found out there is no such thing as emancipation in P.A. and she is the only resource for money I have. There is one thing wrong with what my grandmother is doing it is fraud. Because She has been collecting welfare from me for the past 4 years and I havnt lived at her house. I am wondering if I should sue her or not....

Any Ideas If sooo please tell me thanx guys

Ive g2g bye

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 23:21:55 GMT

Hello and Goodbye

I love those words

My girlfriends back in NY

she'll be back soon Hopefully

Much love goes out to My Girl

Friday, April 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 13:14:25 GMT

Im out on the streets again homeless once again this time I got into a fight with a 28 year old man.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 21:24:21 GMT

Well Today is another chapter in the life of Ben

hahahhahahahahahhahahashhahahaha

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 20:34:14 GMT

Hello Everyone Immmm back

Tell the rest of the world to move on

As My life begins to embark on a new journey
Manhood awaits

I Begin to realize that it is no longer as easy as it seemed being a teen
My life quakes

I stand but a Man with a boys smile and laugh highschool is starts to seem far
My child no longer awake

When it seems that you are finished you have not yet begun AGAIN
My hands shake

I think of the time it takes to be me alive and full of fun
I begin to make

As life goes on I hope to remember those who impact my life
My soul it takes

for those who are Seniors now

Good Luck

B.S.

P.S.

I wish things would go better again but it seems the more I try the worse it gets "MY LIFE"

Monday, March 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 23:46:19 GMT

RELATIONSHIPS...

I Love you I miss you I wish you where here

I really need you to be with me my parents dont care

They hate who you are Nice huh

Well after a while blah blah blah

My heart is tearing nobodies here for me

Wish she cared for me

Please dont go

I'm soo sorry I know I know

I cant believe you forgot your not the same your not

I hope your fine

Im fine Im fine

Leave me alone

what time will you be coming home

Im always thinking of you Im glad your in my arms

I wanna bye you these charms

Ask me and Ill tell you the truth I promise

You said you promised

what happened to the truth

mom say Wrap it up no youth

Oh my god she pregnant

Imagine life With out this

Im glad to have my Love my wish

I LOVE YOU

I really do

TO my love and thats the Truth

Chery