Welp update later <3

na na

na na na na na

i miss you

i miss you so bad

i dont forget you

oh its so sad

i hope you can hear me

i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away

was the day i found

it wont be the same

oh

na na

na na na na na

i didnt get around to kiss you

goodbye on the hand

i wish that i could see you again

i know that i cant

i hope you can hear me

i remember it clearly

i've had my wake up

wont you wake up

i keep asking why

i cant take it

it wasnt fake

it happened you bassed by

now you're gone, now you're gone

there you go, there you go

somewhere i cant brine you back

now you're gone, now you're gone

there you go, there you go

somewhere you're not coming back

na na

na na na na na

 

[[sorry its so long]]

                                         FOOTPRINTS

One night i had a dream- i dreamed that i was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonged to me and the other to the Lord. When the last scene flashed before me, i looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of my life. This really bothered me and i questioned the Lord about it-

"Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why in times when i needed you most, you should leave me."

The Lord replied- " My precious, precious, child, i love you and i would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."

 

next time you think you're perfect try walking on water.

 

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!! =)

 

love yah derek <3

 

well over break i've had alot of time to think about my life and all that good stuff. and i realize i'm done feeling sorry for myself. i should be thankful to have great parents, a roof over my head, and amazing people in my life. 

 

Mindi- thanks for everything you've done for me. you dont know how much i appreciate all that you do. i know that whenever i have a problem i can come to you and i want you to know that i'm here for you also. love you!! <3

 

usually on new years i would want to go out and hang with friends, but this year i'm going to my grandmas and taking her to church. i love her =)

 

[[Love You Derek]]

  

--things arent how they used to be

there's no more normal families

parents act like enemies

making kids feel like its ww3--

 

:: went to practice

:: re-arranged room

:: sat and thought about alot of stuff

 

:: hang out here

:: go to practice

:: come home and hang out some more

 

life's just full of hanging out and bball

 

love you derek <3