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| k, i'm freshly baked out from the damned oven on the previous blog. I
kinda discriminate God's work and i will not do it again. things went
not right after posting it.applied lip balm before going to bed, a new
lip balm, it doesnt wanna come out no matter i kept rolling it.it fell
on the floor underneath my bed, my head knocked on the table while
looking for the lip balm and my cold tea splashed all over my head. one
word... soi...Sorry God...
but anyway.. check this out... http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/
yeah...
it doesnt matter how you look , it's who you are that matters.. i know
jeannie showed me her photo and she asked me whether do i look fat ...
i said no no no no.. for quite sometime.. then i said well.. baby fat
is cute wat... then she felt down for a while...
but seriously it's cute ma... hmm.. i know i know.. i shouldnt say
that.. but i thought honest opinion would be good.. but yeah.. learnt
this from howie... you don't love her because she's beautiful, she's
beautiful because you love her... anyways.... here's a pic from
jeannie's ex housemate,yan's cousin's daughter , baby lee choi hua =
)).. pheww... .. hehe.. smiling aihghtt = ))

( I'm not sure whether her "hua" means flower... . picture originally by Min Yan)
k.. so.. ermm..yup.. feel good and stand well . okie i juz realized im
so gay talking bout all these n bout the dove beauty campaign thinggy..
how the hell did i come accross bout this girlish thinggy product !!??
to be honest , i actually fell in love on dove's triple moisturizing
body wash... suddenly thought of checkin out any new product from
dove.... errr.... okie.. i'm so gay.. 
yeah.. do check out them out, www.myspace.com/rhapsodymalaysia/ Ex Luct - ywena and nicole.. lovely lovely voice and jazzy fizzy tune. have a listen = )

Melbourne Central Tragedy : ooops!.. terkenshcit in my jeans.. im leaving trails in the mall..

Amah 2020 deodorant .. bagushhh~~!

Gold fish... ikan pari emas..

Laura @ Bar Open : that dood flossing his teeth with the guitar..

cig break
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| ugly me'at
take me away from here. i'm pretty much done here. i don't wanna be
here anymore.i don't belong to the beauty world. i'm just ugly. i'm not
complaining about your mysterious work. i'm just ugly. who doesnt love
beauty. who doesnt love beauty ? who doesnt ? who doesnt fucking love
beauty ? i'm sick of adam's and eve's mouth.. i'm sick of plastic
wrapper. i'm so so sick of beauty.i'm sick of myself for being
one of you to think that beauty created God. i'm ugly me. i'm the
ugly piece of meat.

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| Mouth with Invisible Lips.
taking a break from hikikomori stuff for now.. too much of A, i gotta
have a lil bit of B... anyway.. nothing much.. juz felt a lil bit lost
n depressed..guess ive used it all up during the day time being crazy
with lester bout the "bleeithkhhz"( shit squirting sound effect that i
came out with ) and being retarded.. still waiting for lester for my
retarted face.. yee wei ikan 5 ringgit might wanna do another version
of " forest cat " a.k.a "fei mau" in cantonese ( HK drama old skool )..
hehee. anyway.. nothing for today .. but juz felt a lil bit weird bout
last nite.. i was on the way to meet up yeewei and emma in safewat
supermarket.. i noticed therez this gal was in front of me were talking
on the phone but i din care much so i juz kept walking.. then suddenly
i heard a gal's voice crying in the middle of nowhere... then i turned
back it was the gal on phone crying.... a bit shocked thought i heard
something "".. so i just asked.. " miss, are you okie there ? " " is
there anything that i can do to make you feel better ? ".. she
replied.. it's okie sob" sob"... then i din care much then.. then she
asked me to accompany for a while around less than 1 minute while we
are on the way pass by this student accomodation called " Global
Village " on nicholson st... then she juz say thank you ( still crying
) and walk into the student accomodation... juz felt weird suddenly..
but yeah i understand that.. but at least ive tried to help.... k.. if
i have a gun and if my head is worth for the smile of the world and
well being.. i'll trade with it... i'll cut the horse's legs so they
won't have to run very hard anymore.... but i can't..... fruits are
created to be eaten and it's not right to be use as shoes... if only i
can change that, God will be looking for me and change his position.
i'm stupid...

check out rubber johnny by Chris Cunningham. Cool Shit..
photo taken from © www.warpfilms.com ( sorry i took the picture from you guys... thank you. )
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| okay.. pheww.. really sorry guys for being mia for few months..
.... well.. basically nothing much lately juz being workin on the mtv
as my major project by Laura with the song called " hikikomori " , (
www.wearemappingyourdreams.com ) well.. i'll post some pics from my
actor n props later on. erm.. nothing much.. went to Mt. Buller last
Saturday.. fucken awesome man .. snowboarding n the real snow.. dunno
fell how many times dy .. the 1st board that i hired was broken.. it
was locked on my left foot while on the way up using the lift then got
up there.. potong stim trus.. the locker thinggy came off.. have fuckin
go back down n hire a new Solomon board and hired a snowboard locker
again.. watz worse is that the boots are the killer for walking.. when
itz all done , got back up itz like almost 12pm n the snowboard lesson
is almost done.. screwed it.. keep trying and manage to board down
quite a distance.. was fucken awesome.. but 2 days whole body sore
especially my neck n shoulder muscle.. itz like ive down sit up alot
hehee.. but i still got my healthy spare tyre .
.. anyway.. yeah.. k la.. here are some of the pics la.. ( too bad we
din take much photo when we're in the mountain.. )...... eh shit.,. i
forgot how to upload photos here..
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ma ling + alfafa radish sprouts =
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