| shes amazing all i think about and all i dream about every single day of my life is her, and i thank god everyday im alive because shes is in my life and i can call her mine. Ive thought about my life and how it would be different w/o her. Ive also learned that there is no way i could survive. I cant have it n e other way then for u to be mine
ur amazing baby
i love u
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| im sick of this shit i want it all to be over with and theres not a damn thing i can do about it all the time f*ckin time i cant do n e thing right  things would be harder without u but i can make it on my own just fine i offered to help im so mad right now my arms hurt  |
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| shes....AMAZING!!!
thats all i can really say
im goin to homecoming with my g/f this weekend,
not so sure about that lol
life is good
i love you
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| ah so im 19 now...nothin different i suppose just another year older. Spent my b day with my g/f it was amazing like always, she is so good to me
ummm rebuilt the brakes on the truck, and rebuilding the dash...thats about it
work like normal
goin on vacation this week my baby is takin me to turkey run i think it sounds fun
thankyou for everything baby u make me so happy, my b day was great
thats all for now....
i love u |
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| ive done a lot of thinking lately...
My parents are still on my ass about gettin another job...i work 90 hours every two weeks, idk what more they want, i pretty much have no personal life now.. i hate it. And its like they get all pissy when i go and see my g/f. Guess they gotta get over that huh?... I have about five things in my life SCHOOL, WORK, FRIENDS, FAMILY, & MY GIRL...school and work take all the time up which i hate them both very much..leaving little time for family friends and my girl, if i get another job i lose them to...The only things that i can find enjoyment in anymore...im surprised i even have good friends..considering i never see them really...The only thing that keeps me together is my girl...idk what id do without her..which leads to another problem...
My girl, god i love her to death i just dont think im givin her what she deserves. I never wanna leave her and im sure she dosent want me to, but all the work and crap i just dont know what to do. I hardly have time to spend with her, plus i live out of town. Its killin me to think about leavin her, but i want her to have a great guy and spend plenty of time together, i want her to be happy...dont get me wrong i love her more than n e thing and it would kill me to leave, i just want whats best for her, shes the best thing thats happened to me...i just wish i could return the favor  ...guess ill leave it up to her..im sorry baby
See my problems?
I love you so much baby
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