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oh my love, help me open up my heart again
tear it open, let the rain fall in
wash this hardness underneath my skin
oh my love, let me hear your voice come through
i wanna know the love inside of you
make this dark heart believe in what is true
cause i know that in the dark there's a fear of letting go
and i know that in my heart that i fear what i don't know
and this feels like i'm letting go
i'm letting go
it's hard to trust when your heart's been broken times before
you pull the curtains and you lock the doors
and swear you'll never go out anymore
oh no no no no
oh no no no no
oh no no no no
oh no no no no
well, i'm stepping out
i can't see and there is no sound
a seeming void becomes the solid ground
the sight i lost becomes the faith i've found
and i know that in the dark
there's a fear of letting go
and i know in my heart
that i fear what i don't know
and this feels like letting go
and this feels like i'm letting go
i'm letting go
this song has been stuck in my head lately. love it. =)
so... i graduated. i don't feel any different. the only really good part about being graduated was getting to go on the senior retreat, which was a-mazing!
i learned how to ride a bike finally! haha
and once again, things are going to change for me this summer... deja vu...
well, i'm off to ride my bike and get ready for vbs -- i've got the 2 year olds, so i need to get ready mentally and physically haha.
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prom is saturday!
this year is finally winding down, and i love it.
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| i want to change my hair. i wish i could do one of those cute, short haircuts without looking like orphan annie.
hmm...
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| it seems like every week, i feel so swamped and i think... if i can just tackle everything for this week, next week will be easier. but then of course it never is.
i have the act tomorrow. this is basically make or break as far as my chances of going to milligan. i would love to go to milligan, but... geez, it's so complicated.
buuuuut, after the act, i'm having a picnic lunch with seth and red, and then red and i are going prom dress shopping. that always cheers me up. =) hehe.
i should probably go study now.
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I've heard all the stories
I've seen all the signs
Witnessed all the glory
Tasted all that's fine
Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing You, Lord
Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing You, Lord
I see all the people
Wasting all their time
Building up their riches
For a life that's fine
Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing You, Lord
Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing You, Lord
And I find myself just living for today
'Cause I don't know what
Tomorrow's gonna bring
So no matter if I rise or fall
I'll never be alone, oh no |
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