holy shit its 2007

wow thinking where i was last year and how so many things have changed... wow... thinking back to last year... *walks down memory lane*

i would have been dating sean hanson( hi sean) it would have been ending soon tho...messy messy... but all better now

choir... wow .... main part of my life... had no idea how that was to change... it was fun last year.... omg the good times in joseph... go go go joseph you know what they say..... ill never forget trying to sleep at night with that blasted song in  my head...and sadly i am sooo very disapointed that i am not in the musical this year... it was sooo much fun... blasted work....

o thats another thing... work... olive Garden, the big OG...more like O god.... i get in trouble for things i dont do... manage to do everyone elses job... hooray for me!  idk... i can always get a new job... but thats cool... just have to pay for gas...

ah bringing me to my next new objective from the previous year... my car... more like the bottomless pit for gasoline.... not desil... yes haha cameron...

and then theres my baby... cameron Sheehy... the amazing canadian... who came into my world, thank you very much Katie's! he is my superman...

something i can look back on... my friends.........some frenships may die, and some may last but i will never forget you, looking back on the past.  you helped me through problems i had, you gave me streghnth telling me that its not that bad... you helped me through the thick and the thin... some of you taught me to fake a flawless grin. but through it all it was easy to see, you all showed me who i was ment to be!  wow that should be a quote, thats it!! that will be my quote for 2006 there i made it a quote... katie herring 05-06...never forget it all!!!

life as it goes

this contains my school schedual!

schoool / work/ slash car / slash/ concert/ life...
Current mood: exhausted

well first, river riot was fun...crowd surfing and moshing galore, still i sadly think last year was better...

car shitch...still in debt, and prolly always will... fucking stupid mom, who takes my pay check... and then spends it on some shit that we dont need... yay for working,

o working at olive garden...was working both the OCC and olive garden but quit at the chocolate company... sadly, that was a cool job, i liked it...but i need money, and well... there wasnt much of a choice the sad thing is i think i like the chocolate company bettter... but yeah...

boyfriend and i are dandy, kinda bummed that i wont see him for a while...him and band and i dont mesh well... ive only seen him like 3 times in the past 4 days that rangded anywhere from 5-15 mins... so i havent been able to love time!! idk... i hope we can last thru it!! i love u baby!

school sched,    ah yes school is around the corner... damn... but any hwo heres my sched!!

1 block, all year, choir
2nd block, first and sec sem, adv algebra KIRKSEY, JENNIFER
3 block, first and sec sem, physics BERZINA, TYLER
4 block, first sem,life time fit!GLESMAN
4 block, sec sem, coleg prep grammer and reading, MERCER, JAMES
 
2nd block, 3rd sem, ethnic studies LARSON, KRISTEN
2nd block,4th sem, art found HOFFMAN< KRISTEN
3rd block,3rd and 4th sem, english 11CARTON, MICHAEL
4th block, 3rd sem, psychology, KLEIN, MARK
4th block, 4th sem, everyday living, BEITING, KATHLEEN

mmhmmm

summer... wait what?
Current mood: aggravated

job: omaha chocolate company, possibly olive garden...
bf...: outa town again...
best friend: same place as bf...:
Parents: cosistantly driving me crazy!
Friends still in omaha: dandy...i guess...i miss so many of them...
Car: got a car have to pay insurance...and plates...and i paid for the car myself...so what is this...my parents are fucking cheat asses!!! drove alone for the first time this wekk... yay for that!! but i need to start working and paying for shit, i have to pay for my own gas too... so... fucking A dont ask me to do anything ever again that involvoes money... i will be broke until god knows when...fuck... um...nothing else new... later...

          

you're not the kind of guy that would
ignore me when you're with your friends,
but hold me tighter & kiss me a little harder, just to make them jealous

i guess they fell apart ..
like she knew they always would.
 
he's one of those guys that you think you have a chance with. the way he looks at you, that smile he gives you. that laugh he only laughs when you're around. he's one of those guys that you finally realize you don't have a chance with until it's too late.

as a tear rolled down her cheek and landed on her lips.. he reached up & wiped it away with his gentle finger tip. her face was red from crying, he held her so tight with everything he had - didn't let her go until she was no longer sad. Listened to every word she said and showed her that he cared.. & told her that he loved her & let her know that he'd be there. Listened to her heartbeat & smiled as he hugged her.. & he did all of these things because he truely loved her

no matter how ugly you think you are
or how everyone else around you has it
better than you ; there's always going
to be that one special guy that loves you
because you're not like anyone else

i cant believe it lasted so long
all that time wasted
what makes me mad is..
the fact you cant even look me in the face

I miss you.
You may never understand how much i miss you sometimes
but just remember that you are everything to me.
i know we aren't even together
but if you would ever walk away
i don't know how i would handle myself.
Everyday i look forward to when you are coming home
& when i get to see you. That is what keeps me going..
knowing that i am going to see you again.

she holds it all in as she walks down
the long hallway, as they all stop & give
her sympathetic looks.. but she doesn't
want sympathy; SHE WANTS OUT

Life is full of secrets and lies
so when you get screwed over
.d.o.n.t. .b.e. .s.u.r.p.r.i.s.e.d.

Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you, Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved and live your life to the fullest