yeah

Rose petals on the floor

Crushed and torn from the night before

Thorns piercing through the sheets

Tied together where ends meet

Lost in thoughts and screams

Stirred up mixed in dreams

I looked in the mirror

In hopes of seeing things clearer

But all I saw was you

All I ever see is you 

I didn’t have the words to say

When I saw you the other day

But now I do

And I’m ready to tell you

It was like the oceans crashing down

And lightening all around

Tomorrows my last day of high school forever. I'm actually happy and not so sad. I cant wait for it to just be over with. I have to write this paper for english about my senior yr and i wrote some of it then last night i started all over. I cant seem to capture anything, I dont have a whole lot to write about. its some what depressing that im struggling to write a pg when my senior yrs been going on for what 9 months or something. crazy. I'm so tierd last night i was up till almost 2 i fell asleep on teh couch then had to ge tup fro school. I cant wait for summer, tho im working alot, actually working tomorrow woo wat a way to cellibrate my last day of school haha but yeah money is money. I've decided not to march for my graduation which i think some pple may be upset about but its my choice adn i just dont think it'll mean anything to me really and so i'd rather spend the time with my friends then with 150 kids i dont know. WELL summer is here ALMOST just one more day ugh feels like forever. Till later i suppose.

Lets see worked sat morning then went to the beach with hannah for a lil while to catch up and cuz it was nice out. Then i went with cher and a bunch of pple had a good time. Then sunday met up with han and we went up to NH to the holimans for a mini party/get together type dealio.Then back monday. Was a long and eventful weekend. only 4 more days of school, pta got out today , well the seniors so they're lucky. There whole graduation thingy is this weekend. That'll be fun to attend hopefully not to sad, lot of tear shed im sure. Had to work yesterday and today and tomorrow woo its okay somewhat slow and boring but not to bad and its some money. Steph is lookin into texas tickets so that should come together soon i hope, cant wait for that in august. I graduate the 12th its sorta comein up, im definatly ready, have been for a long time. Isnt it strange when you randomly meet someone taht you use to know. That happened to me this past week someone i work with that i knew like 5 yrs ago its strange but im glad we get to catch up again. I hope i meet more pple this summer and what not. Cant wait to start summer up mmm sunshine, the smell of fresh cut grass, the beach ahh cant wait. Well now its pretty nice out so im going to go enjoy that.

  walk slowly...all we have is time

<I'm white..

^Steph and me gettin ready to EAT up at Rangly...arnt we cute!

<I'm tan...

Han and me...yes she reallly does look like that....haha...no its 80's day, shes a blast from the past

Just relaxin today. No work the sun is trying to shine and its warm out. I need to do laundry, clean my room, and finally go to the Y again cuz i havent in forever and its time to get movin. I like to move it move it...later!