| as you undo her dress,
i hope you hear my voice.
as you kiss her neck,
and as lust is screaming for release.
i hope to god you're remembering me. feel the pace of your heartrate?
it's about to drop drastically.
because the toast we just shared
was poisoned so fantastically.
so here's to the life you swore you'd miss
& watch as i suck the life from your lips. a real friend is someone who tries to
pick you up when you've fallen, and
if they can't pick you up, then they
lay down right beside you. i can't unthink about you,
i can't unfeel your touch.
i can't unhear all the words,
unsay all the things that
used to mean so much.
i wish i could unremember
everything my hearts been through.
i'm finding out it's impossible to do,
but it's no use - - i can't unlove you. my heart beats in rythym
with the blood on the bathroom floor
this is the sound of being pushed too far
this is the sound of 'i can't take it anymore' 
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| so our relationship ended. he is still amazing. honestly, this summer that boy healed my heart. he made me feel worth it. it was too hard for both of us with the distance. constantly missing him- not so fun. but ya know what? im so glad we went out. im so glad i met him. out of the thousands of people at common ground, he & i found eachother. i feel so lucky to have gotten to know this incredible person. i feel like he's made me a better person just by being with him. i dont regret anything about our relationship. every minute spent with him i was happy. he made my summer unforgetable. he's one of a kind. and i know that i had a place in his heart. hopefully i still do. i know he's in mine. he liked me for me. and i liked him for him. i always felt so cared for in his arms. :] and he's a GREAT kisser. the best. i kinda wish bruises were permanent. hahh. memories to last a lifetime. maybe next summer we'll get back together or something. there's always common ground.... <3 |
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[ABOVE] Rachael & Me in the car. :] [BELOW] Boyfriend & Me in the pool. :] 
[BELOW] Dennis & Me in the mall. 
[BELOW] Rach & Me makin funny facesss :P 
[ABOVE] Me in the dressing room. 
[ABOVE] Me in Dennis' car, wearing his hat. :] I love Summer. <33333333 |
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:] Happiness is cool. |
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| me. mo. soakin wet. trampoline.  i love the rain. |
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