yo

 

haven't posted in months - not my main blog anymore unfortunately x.x;

 

but here's something that i would post

 

i might get back into Pokémon [video game] -- because the new Pokémon series -- Diamond and Pearl, sold 2 million copies on first day - FIRST DAY!! And it has online battles =)

 

now back to work

 

-CarB

[cross posted from LJ]

heh

today went to New Roc to meet up with old friends: Tabby, Julie, Jessica, Vy Vy... and new friends - Paul and Alex. i haven't seen tabby and julie in a long while; though i dont talk to jessica and vy vy, im glad that we met up today - since i had lots of fun.

watched pirates of carribean dead mans chest -- and all i could say is that its a good movie if you seen others. for me, i haven't seen the other movies, and i would say its so so. after that, we ate pizza [heh julie took four bite of hers].

then we went to play pool for like an hour; girls vs guys -- and girls own [because of vy vy =p]. games were very long though =X

next played ITG2. this is the first time where i play ITG2 on a DDR machine pad. if the pad had working sensors, it would be the best damn machine. ironically, i was getting 2nd place in their rankings; impressed crowds as usual - but hey; ive seen better ;)
-note on ddr 7th mix; the best and most sensitive pad ever if it weren't for those non-working sensors. it seem that i'm contradicting but if they had working sensors on each side, the pad was perfect. heck i 16gs Do You Remember Me and got like 6 misses [failing a AA score =X]
-also note: ddr 8th mix; i hope someone could save you - not playable at all. worst than esb 86th + ctf combined.

after sweating off, we all got together and played lazer tag. 7vs7 against lil kids running/chasing us after we're dead. whats the sad part was i will shoot my teammates purposely but i would still get the highest score - though paul wasn't even trying [but its okay, nothing competitive].

itg2 once more [sry julie, no tsuagu spins this time]; i got box of chess for an early bday gift because they had like 500+ tickets.

after that, we all bounce;; me julie went home by metro north [and yes that is better than the freakin bus]. just got home like an hour ago [1:00am], and my mother was pissed. w/e -- i had fun;;

but one thing that stand out today was i "wasn't" the usual. if you hang out with me with other friends [such as javier's group, jose's group, or even with paris/eman -- best friends], i am always the shy one. i am always the one who's stepping back and making sure what i say was right, or i am always worried that if i say something - someone was going to be offended. i am also very sensitive on how other people feel; but today i was really open. on the way to New Roc, i talk to tabby a lot, and on the way home - to julie. heh maybe its because i haven't seen you guys in a while?

anyways - going back to playing halo 2 =p

-CarB

ps - got paintball tix and we should hang out more b4 college starts =p

haven't posted here in a while but oh well;;

 

what happen at anime next STAYS at anime next;;

 

btw i got a gf; sorta; a whole another drama etc and i wont post it here since there's people here that read my xanga that i dont want 'em to read.

 

get lj - and i might add you -- my name is car8624 [as usual lol]

get myspace -- my name is "i flash at blind kids"

 

oh and i havent been eating and getting headaches since yesterday - methinks i gotta cool off x.x;

heh

 

today i just realize that its my father's bday. its been at least 3 years where i have not been with my father more than a day. this is because my mother does not want to see my father; so me meeting him on a daily basis is slim.

 

he still insists that he would get together with my mother; IMO that won't happen. i dont want to tell him the truth in his face. but he gotta realize whats reality. he changed ever since the separation [though not divorced]. he became more religious - and i dont want him to go into a false reality b/c of that.

 

i think he's just like me - when my first relationship ended. i went to the extreme and said something that even i was surprised. unlike me however, he still cannot move on, and for about twenty years of marriage - how can he? to be honest, i woulda told him - move on, there's other women out there, or move on, you should enjoy yourself now. but whats the point? unless he's doing this because out of desparation ... why?

 

and yea, though i almost forgot that its his bday, i did wish'd him a happy bday.

 

gg

flying napkins... javi knows what im talking about; yes its funny and entertaining =p

*one went all the way up to the top of the bus =p*

 

other than that, IIDX ownz and I ate mickey ds for dinner ... shocking

 

=>AznCaraboo