i just had a 10 day vacation.  i didnt go anywhere,  i caught up on sleep and shopped, and prepared to be in a wedding.  it was wonderful.  i think everyone just needs to get away to themselves sometimes.

how come when something bad happens it cant just be one thing?  everything has to come crashing down at once?  i know everything happens for a reason and its time to be positive but sometimes that just hard.

so i just looked through all of my facebook pictures from last year and this year so far and it made laugh.  Its amazing the things we can come up with to do when we are just sitting around bored and drinking.

I just had a really good conversation with my aunt on respect.  About everyone respecting everyone.. especially boys to girls.  I guess in my line of work im disrespected by boys a lot... kind of makes me immune to be called a bitch and a whore.. she put things into perspective though...

its been a while since i had an update too bad theres nothing really new to report.  works good... its funny though going to college with someone and knowing who they are but never talking to them (and having a sterotype about them and vise versa)  and then working very close to them and becoming friends.. its weird how things work out.

two weeks from yesterday and ill be old.  however to celebrate turning 23 some work people are taking me sky diving... im really excited.  a little scared and a little nervous but excited all at the same time.

i like that i moved back to kansas city close to my family and friends.  pretty much all of my high school friends moved back here and its so nice to get to hang out with them on a regular basis again.  and my family... its nice to get to see them on a regular basis and be a regular part of my little sisters life again.. plus the free homecooked meal every sunday isnt so bad either :).

so this is extremely weird to me... not going back to school.  my brain still thinks i need to get my backpack ready for school tomorrow when in reality i need to get my assessments done for work tomorrow.  i wonder when it will all hit me... everyone thats still lucky enough to be in college enjoy classes tomorrow!

whats up with the rain? it rained all weekend and every time we went to switch bars in was POURING cats and dogs.  by the end of the night.. on friday and saturday... i really did look like a $5 hooker that was beat by my pimp.  speaking of hookers did anyone see the lifetime movie on prostitutes? it was amazing

Choices

So I gave one of the boys a packet on choices and he was having a lot of trouble with it so I did one for an example and to help him work through it.  turns out it made me really think. 

Theres a certain point where its time to just grow up.  i had my time in college.. had my summer of fun after college now its time.  I have rent, bills, car payment, and other such expenses that I am in charge of.  It's time to stop going to work so hungover, which means stop going out so much.  Its time to cut out the negative things in my life and focus more on the positive.  Its time to stop the stupid petty drama put on the big girls pants and deal with it. as much as I dont want to... its that time.

Other that that life is good.