College Yo!Hi CCgirl2008! It's been 1418 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium? Xanga, I don't know when you'll understand; the answer is still the same as it was 1418 days ago... I'll not pay a dime! So I can't believe people are still using xanga. But w/e. Mike, I don't care what you say: Xanga is NOT coming back. lol As usual, I'm procrastinating. I'm supposed to be burying (is that right?) myself in my Abnormal Psych text, partially because it's assigned but mostly because I've skipped close to half my classes (it's my only morning class, and I find any excuse a valid one) and wish to qualm my guilt/anxiety for the first test. We have four the entire semester, and can drop one. I already know which one I'll be dropping :( Oh, and I haven't looked at Communication at all, and our test is in roughly 6 hours. God needs to quit cutting me so much slack; I take full advantage. So life is going pretty well. I've come to the realization that in extreme situations (i.e. near-car accident, hearing horrible/wonderful news, having high anxiety/stess, etc.) I go into an autopilot calm state. It's sorta freakish. I don't know if it's a defense mechanism or a faith/trust thing. Well, in the case of hearing wonderful news and responding with an un-enthused "Wow," I'd say that's a numbing reaction (aka: defense mech). But everything else, I can't figure it out. Don't know if it's good or bad. Poo. Ok, I really should study. But for my first real "blog" in about a year, this was adequate, no? I could go on and on. But guilty conscience is calling in an obnoxious manner. Love to all, and God Bless! ~Mary Grace~ | 
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