CRADLE_OF_FILTH_420's Xanga

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 05:57:15 GMT

new xanga go there

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Ribbon_Around_MY_Neck

<3* Jana

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 15:11:05 GMT

OMFG i want to die skyler shut down his site ahhh no i didnt get to say goodbye ahhh no welp uhm nothing new go to my new xanga loves

ttp://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Ribbon_Around_MY_Neck

<33xo Jana

Friday, July 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 03:43:00 GMT

I realize now that it's over.
That there's no point.
That there's no chance.
I know all this and yet, i still have hope that you'll
come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me.

welp theres nothing new here still all deprssed and crap so yea new xanga go to it

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Ribbon_Around_MY_Neck

<33xo Jana

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 00:20:31 GMT

hey everyone i got a new xanga so u should all go to it k well yea nothing really to say i still need a xanga hubby i have my xanga wifey ok so heres my new site go say hi and subscribe k love u

ribbon_around_my_neck

<33xo Jana

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 21:26:42 GMT

wazzzzzzzzabi lol so yea i just sat home all day pfft so much fun lol no so yea i cant wait til this weekend im going to robbys as u all know and saturday me robby jordan andrew chuck and josh are all gonna go to the movies so yea i got a new xanga go lookie ribbon_around_my_neck < its hott lol well nothing much to say so yea go look suscibe and all that stuff k bye

this is robby my hawt xanga wifey now i need a xanga hubby ok lol any takes lol

<33xo Jana

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 04:50:07 GMT

hey nothing much has happened lately besides a whole fucking lot of drama ha ha drama it sux well today i might go to the movies with rachel and stay the night idk yet though talked to mr tripoli on the phone with ms rachel lol and uhm man my life has been pretty suckish latley im going to stay with robby all weekend cuz family is going out of town. god more family issues AHHHH i just wanna die i really miss robby and rachel so super glad im going to see them hopefully i might see josh to really miss him havent seen him since like 7th grade wow thats along time ago lol well i think imma go talk later

<33xo Jana

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this is my hott wife robby now i need a hott hubby and intersts lol

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 18:45:26 GMT

me and ryan are over o well i have other problems im not going to be upset cuz of another guy all guys are assholes anyway but yea my life is still fucked i really just wanna end it now i have the gun i have the bullets i have a note whats left nothing i should just do it i kno i kno ppl will miss me but o well the ppl that will miss me are the ones who made me like this i cant deal with it anymore hopefully tonights the night i have the courage to do it imma go now bye

<33xo Jana

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i still wanna die but not cuz ryan im over that now i have robby paige courtney everyone thats commented that truly care i <3 u all and all of u that have yet to comment but say u care thank u i <333333 u all so much *muah*

<3333333333333333333 Jana

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 23:38:20 GMT

MY LIFE IS FUCKING ME OVER ONE MOMENT AT A TIME =(

AGAIN !!!!!!

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 04:37:01 GMT

i know i just updated but all i talked about was wanting a new haro bike so yea ive been kinda down lately one of my many personalities i have just been thinking about the past and everyone and skyler i am so sry for ur loss if i could do ANYTHING i would but i cant im so so sry but yea not sick anymore and ryans home so hopefully i can see him soon just listening to music all day so that hasnt really helped with the mood listening to johnny cash's and nin versions of "hurt" awesome song well nothing else to say so heres the lyrics to johnny cash's version bye i LOVE u ryan

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
<33xo Jana

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 21:04:01 GMT

hye yea not really sick anymore my meds really really helped lol but yea i should be like pefectly fine tommorow lol so yea i need a new bike bad the one i want is a haro its awesome its black and silver my friend has it and hes only let me ride it once cuz hes a big time bmx racer and doesnt let us touch it anymore lol pfft joey u suck lol well yea ryan will be back tommorow so monday prolly see him yea school starts in like a month it sux but o well i getta go to school with rachel josh ferret and maybe robby so that would be fun uhm i have nothing else to say so heres a pic of a real hottie lol LOVE ya Ryan

Dave Mirra awesome bmx rider and a total hottie lol welp thats it <3 ya

<33xo Jana