| i havent been on this thing since sept... my how things have changed. i guess i can post here every once in awhile for those who still read. not like my page gets read anyhow. but im back...  christie |
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| its coming from cox.net last post i promise (for awhile). curious to know what ppl think of me from reading my blog. u cant figure me out just from reading. u have to know me and my expressions. i noticed on my tracker i have regulars. same locations (vegas & illinois) and ip. do they find me interesting or just curious or nosy? why not leave a comment or contact me? im more than what i allow ppl to read. dont judge a book by just one page. til the next entry... christie |
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| 1747 - my head still hurts and i havent had much to eat but i just wanted to put one last update for awhile. my nerves are getting to me and i know i should just stay positive. self fulfilling prophecy. 1138 - i think im going to take a hiatus from posting once again... i still feel like crap today. i didnt sleep well my shoulder blades are sore. i still have a headache and its freezing at work. i have a lot on my mind and im stressed and nervous. i had a horrible dream that my house was robbed and i was calling out to him but he wasnt there. i noticed that i havent slept well since he left. i slept more when he was here but often woke up to look at his face. i feel helpless here. my recent attempts at making decorative cupcakes...    life can be sweet... c |
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| 7/24 - my head was killing me at work and i wanted to go home so bad but i couldnt. i wanted to cry but once again someone was out sick and i felt bad if i left plus i had some testing to do at work. with so much on my mind the pressure headache has turned into a migraine. somebody please just hit me over the head. i need to be knocked out. hurting more ways than one... 7/23 - dont take urself for granted or let anyone ever take you for granted. trust in ur gut and heart. things said and not said tell you a lot. read between the lines. 7/22 - a lot on my mind now and a lot i have to consider. there are still things that we dont fully agree on. i dont know whats wrong with 3-4. where is the compromise? or is it me thats just compromising? its been one test after another. i am scared.   7/20 update - honesty and truth are the utmost important characteristics in any relationship to me. im glad theres that understanding. taking deep breaths and just absorbing everything. just taking things at face value. do onto others as you would like done to urself. dont jump. dont over analyze. live in the moment and have faith. c |
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