wow...rough lately, cant wait till summer, cant wait till i get to go to stillwater, got a job at mazzio's with wilmott. had a girl but cant stand to be #2 on the list so whatever, kinda pissed about that. got beat by gay cascia hall (snobbiest fags ever) anyone who likes cascia needs to be stabbed in the jaw...there was somethin i was gonna put on here but i dont remember what it was??? odd...im so bored, and i cant sleep. my brother just beat me at a video game and it put me n a very bad mood...i know i have no life so dont touch that topic. well i guess im gonna continue this shit for another week and a half and then its back to texas for a short while. i miss bosma...well im off to another exciting night of sleeping

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i cant be losing sleep over this, and now i can not stop pacing, give me a few hours and i'll have this all sorted out if my mind would just stop racing

All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

i wish we could say that forever was more than just a word

u cant feel my anger, u cant feel my pain, u cant feel this torment driving me insane, I cant fight these feelings, they will bring u pain, u cant take away make me whole again

thats how i feel right now ^^^^

so prom is friday and we r the most unorganized group of all time...anyways, im a hypocrit and no one knows y bcuz i havnt told anybody tell now. i find myself lookin at this chic more and more even though i dont want too, the past is a danger. anyways, i can play soccer n 1 more week after this one so i cant wait for that...i miss bosma, if she reads this...shes mad at me rite now, sorry for that. anyways i gotta go get my tux thursday nite and i dunno if i should cut my hair, what do u think? tell me cuz im out

keep it easy

n01aN

sadi is next saturday, nervous. already had one sadi, had a great time. leavin in 2 weeks to go back to OK for good. not that nervous about that. cant sleep as usual. u ever heard the phrase "knowing nothing is better than knowing at all" thats true. been hangin out w/seth alot lately, pretty sick of xanga and the ppl who mis-interpret it. not doin much lately except reminiscing on the past. got an ipod and a pair of boots. both r good. gettin a new phone cuz my phone is frustrating. so my last day here is gonna suck and rock. givin some things to ppl. pretty miserable right now, sore as hell but pain heals. went and worked out the other day, did byceps & triceps and last nite i did shoulders and now i cant move. im addicted to these songs right now. ive listened to em like 6 times in a row. rediculous. monday is my last day to shave, than im rebeling but for now, im out.

keep it easy

n01aN