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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

New Xanga. Ask me for the sn or I'll find you.

I was being forced to, naturally.


Sunday, February 20, 2005

I'm still sick. Getting better. Slowly. Cherry cough drops = the long road to recovery. I like ice.

My mom is a whore. Her boyfriend deserves to spontaneously combust.

I mean, that's just how I FEEL. For this particular moment.

Doesn't "being mean" indicate an action? Isn't it when you DO something, you're being disrespectful? Not saying anything to him when he comes in is NOT being mean, it's just not being aware of his pathetic existence. So there. I don't have anything to say to either of them. If my Mom wants to neglect her children, then we shall, in return, neglect her. Even so, she wants that. She hates us. I'm fine with that. I need out of this goddamned place.

The Pill screws me up around this time of the month. It's very frustrating.

Please don't call me. It hurts to talk. Even though I called Janie. That was an emergency. Coqueluche! Coqueluche!

It needs to rain some more. Like, a whole lot. It feels like one of those days where I could run outside in the pouring rain and sprawl out on the speed bump. I've never done it, but I would if the opportunity arose.

I STILL have to send the ACT registration. God, 20something dollars to take a test. AND start thinking about college. AND whether I'm going to prom or not. AND whether or not I'll survive until the end of high school.

I'm just like you, so leave me alone.


Saturday, February 19, 2005

There is this absoloutely fabulous illness incubating in my throat right now.

I'm sick. I NEVER get sick. How could this happen? This was supposed to be like, the best 5-day weekend ever. Now it's foiled.

Well, yesterday was My Love's 17th birthday. I bought her a pretty cake and decorated it. It was beautiful. I also got her the Pinback CD. Borders is a nice place to live. I mean, go. Me and all the people went to the Alley. By the Warren. It's not all it's cracked up to be. The first hour & a half was fun because we were sucking so bad at all those arcade games. I played Mrs. Pac-Man and it was F-U-N. We got 77 tickets! With which we bought some cheap jewelry. Yay. But get this, in order to ride the Go-Karts for FIVE MINUTES, you have to pay SEVEN DOLLARS. Plus, you have to be 18 or get a parent's signature. Um, come on!! You lose business that way. If only All-Star Sports wasn't being constructed on. It was fun, we just all hang out. I realized this, however, while I was there : There were more 12 year old girls there than adults. All these little skanky 7th graders running around in mini skirts and flipflops while it's pouring rain outside. Smart.

After that, we went to the Warren to play in the arcade, but ended up not making it in because they probably wanted us to buy tickets or something. I didn't see my Warren Boy either. Then, it was off to Barnes & Noble. Oh yesssss. I had Jones soda, it was some lime-orange flavor, and oh-so tasty. I was reading this book called....I Can't Tell You by Hillary Frank. She is the author of this other book called Better Than Running At Night. It's practically one of the best books ever written. Seriously.

Oh yah, and we ditched Lara's boyfriend's friends. They were real chumps.

When we got back to Liz's house, it was around 11something. We watched the Notebook. Hubba hubba. Ryan Gosling is sooooooo yummy. Such a great movie. I didn't cry though, even though I cry at every chick flick. Hm. We all stayed up late and then all woke up at 9 this morning. I just knew I was sick from the moment I gained consciousness. Kat told me that she had some sinus infection or something other, but she said it wasn't contagious. She was wrong. Well, what are friends for? We share things, of course.

Even if it means sharing your best friend. I'm sorry, but I felt a lot like the odd man out. Not to hurt anyone's feelings, but it wasn't right. Whatever, I'm glad somebody found their soulmate, although I wish it had been me first. Gosh, I was just doing some minor venting. I need someone to talk to.

Icky Ricky is over and I had to console my little sister to get out of Andrea's car and come inside. Noby hates him so much, she doesn't even want to come home. She was pitching a fit. Now, they're gone, though. Probably hanging out in some very public place where snooty college kids go while they feel each other up under the table. JESUS CHRIST.

My ears hurt. Like they need to pop. *Agonizing groan* I'm sorry if I haven't called anyone to do anything today. As I told you, I'm sick. And no matter how much I want to hang out with you, I'm not gonna risk it and give whatever I have to you. Unless you really want it, of course.

Bleh. Ok. If tomorrow is better...I promise.

ROBO says EDIT//

Holy shite. This world needs some serious help. I just got done looking through all these anorexia/bulemia blogrings, which I found by accident and like, my reaction = OMG. Why would anyone want to do that to themselves?? Really. Stop counting calories. Stop calling yourself fat. Stop watching so much TV. I know Mischa Barton is thin, but if you're trying so hard to be like her, maybe you should think about this -- if you were meant to be that thin, maybe you would've been born as her instead of the person you are now. It doesn't help that half of them are suicidal and pissed off about their ex boyfriends. I know I'm not stick thin, but I'd like to have the strength to walk around everyday rather than feeding myself a diet of water. Geeeeeeeeeez. Exclamation point -- END.


Friday, February 18, 2005

Weewoo. Weekend time.

Today should be all dandy.

Tomorrow, I'm not really sure about. I hope so.

204.8073


Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Does acid come in sheets?

I read that somewhere. 40 sheets of acid. I have no idea what that means. It must be some kind of slang term. In my dream last night, the kids were all using sheets of acid. They crumpled them up, stuck them in a jar, and sucked it through straws. I think my brain is starting to....die. Or something.

I had 2 more tests. That makes 4 for the total of this week. Oh, I totally aced them though. I'm that good. I hate it when the teachers give you time to study though. I don't study. I just stare at the paper, and get absoloutely nothing of it. Some of my teachers have said that my studying habits need improving. I don't see how they get that when I most always get good test scores.

We have a FIVE-DAY WEEKEND. Holy woah. I'm excited. Days off, oh yes.

Just so you know, if you have a clingy boyfriend/girlfriend that you need to get away from, fabric softener and those little dryer sheets don't actually work. Only for static cling. Darn. But hey, you never can be too sure. Not that I've ever tried that. Kayla broke up with her boyfriend today, it's too bad that his static cling was beyond repair. Speaking of relationships, how come.....No. I won't say it, I might hurt someone's feelings. Girls at Derby piss me off though. I wish they didn't. All they'd really have to do is never open their mouths again because nothing important ever leaves their lips.

I like the word "whore". It makes me laugh. I need some food. I'm forgetting to eat. I told you my brain needs repair. You ask, "How do you forget to eat, Sara?" I just do. The moment never arises when I feel like I need to eat, even when I am hungry. What a crappy way to end this entry. Give me a quote or something funny and then maybe I can edit. OMG! It's the entry that never ends!

Except, it kinda does. And now I really want some wine.

Robo says EDIT//

Um yah. No Eagles Lodge. Going to the Alley instead. And then STARBUCKS??? I do hope, I do. You know, I could go on for hours....BTK sent a package to Fox Kansas?? He didn't! Well, I have to go take a shower.



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