Wow. I'm in a good mood. I mean a really good mood. The kind of mood where you get up in the morning and wished you believed in God and stuff. It's beautiful although it's foggy. I feel like I could jump off a building and never stop falling. Never die....it would actually kind of suck to be in a perpetual fall...BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT! Today's a good day. I think I'll update my InuYasha Xanga.

-Ivan

I was very suprised this particular Valentines Day to discover that there are 7 or 8 girls who want to be a part of my life, depsite how emmensly boring it is.

 However, I don't like any of them and it only made me feel twice as lonely, even though I'm surrounded by a large croud of people half of the time. I think my problem is that I have standards that are simply too high. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm not looking for a hot chick to bang. I guess that makes me a bit of a loser doesn't it?

 I don't know why I don't like these people. They're so beautiful and energetic...I just feel like if there's somone out there, I'll know who it is when I meet her.

                           Someone tell me you're the perfection.

-Ivan

It's been a while...it's been a long fuckin' while. What to say?

It's the end of the first semester...damn. I'm gonna' be out of high school soon...then I'm going to have an apartment and a job and be old and such. I need a girlfriend.

New years was a blast. I drove some friends downtown to a party in an odd abandonded looking house. We went to the basement where a live band was playing and a blacklight was all that was lighting the joint. We then proceeded in getting extremely wasted. I got to watch my friend vomit across an armchair...it was awesome.

I think if our computer gets running I'll scan some pictures on the computer. My dad said it would be running by Christmas...but it's still gathering dust for some reason. He played around with it and now the printer doesn't even work. He made it fucking worse.

I might be on Yahoo this weekend. Look for me.

-Ivan

Hey guys.

 It's been a while. Guess what? It's December!!! Winter break is around the corner. =) I might start updating InuYasha_50 soon. But...that's only if you're nice and not naughty.

 ...Maybe somewhere in between is okay.

 A couple weekends ago I had a very interesting experience. I  took the bus to a friend's house to see if she wanted to do anything that night. My emmense bordom overtook my laziness.

 She turned out to be at her father's apartment, so I walked there and knocked on the door. She answered...looking rather intoxicated. She invited me in and offered me a drink of Peppermint Shnapps. (Which I took very graciously.) She told me her father called her to come over and do some paper work for him and when she got here he was passed out in his bed. He had some leftover booze, so she had been sipping on it.

 I stayed and kept her company. We watched TV, smoking her father's ciggerettes and drinking his liquor.

 Maybe 3 hours later he woke up and came stumbling into the living room. She went to talk to him. I didn't pay attention to what they were saying. I just watched them absentmindedly.

 All of a sudden I see him swing his hand across her face and jump out of my chair like a loaded spring. I leap between them and push her father off his feet and into the kitchen. He gets up and opens a drawer where he pulls out a knife. As he comes towards us I throw open the door and push my friend out of the apartment.

 He seemed to be deciding if he was going to hurt me or not. The funny thing was, I didn't feel afraid. It was almost like I was expecting it. I think that's why my friend and I get along like brother and sister so well...because I have an alchoholic father too.

 He stood there with a half-whitted look on his face, so I grabbed my friend's things and closed the door behind me.

 We ended up staying out all night, walking from place to place untill they closed. It wasn't really all that bad.

-Ivan