| Ok. So some people are just jerks. I know, generally I take issue with the idea that one word, a label, can define a multi-faceted person. But seriously, some people have no clue. It's not your job to decide who is or is not "good enough." That kind of view suggests a serious lack of respect for human beings as individuals. Every person you meet is a priceless gift, with more to offer than you could ever imagine. When you decide someone is a waste of time when it isnt even your business, you are taking liberties when you have no ground. It's superficial. It's shallow. And it demonstrates a complete lack of character. There are other things I'd like to say, but I'm not a fan of regrets, so that's all. |
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| It's not over until I win.:) |
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| I'm in Oklahoma:) I love life. |
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| Music is really helpful- you know, like having a soundtrack for my life, it reminds me to keep going. I read a quote the other day- the one thing we can know about life is that it goes on. I cant believe how quickly this summer passed. It wasn't bad but it was weird. I think I was stupid in a lot of ways. But still, I prefer to look at the good things that happened. I got over two hurdles that had been fear issues with me. I hate fear! I wont stand for it in my life. And I think that's what Satan was trying to do this whole summer, get me back into a fear-based mentality. Bill Winston said that time is a fear-based way of looking at the world. It's so true. God is faithful! He knows what He's doing and He's never early, and never late! There are a lot of things in my life that I wanted, say yesturday. heh, and Im still waiting for them, but I don't want it if I'm not ready. He's getting me there.
Im going to Tulsa tomorrow. It's so wierd because I almost don't care. Dont get me wrong, I am so ready to be busy and see all my friends and just live. But at the same time, it's approached and I just feel very 'bleh.' I'm pretty sure that's not a good thing. Destiny destiny destiny. It's in me, it keeps me moving forward. There's too much inside of me to pretend that Im empty. And that's idiotic. Why should we hide the gifts and brilliance He has given us? Don't be fooled into believing there isn't enough greatness for each person. God didn't make it so that if 'so-and-so' succeeds, you can't. It is only the insecure person who will pressure you to dim your light, so that their light appears brighter.
It's easy. All I have to do is rest in Him, He's the best agent, manager, buddy, matchmaker, provider and lover I could ever have.
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