hmm so yea xanga is ancient and i cant believe this account still works. and no one write about there life anymore but i like to look back at shit and just remeber

UPDATE:

-marco and i broke up (ew)

-i go out with Mike hes fucking beautiful man hes amazing i love him, 6/9/08 babyyy<3

-im in pain right now from skating

-i never talk to anyone from like the boros or the bury any more

-i failed freshman year and will be a sophmore/freshmen next year

-i wish i just went to the voke

-its summer AND IM ACTUALLY NOT IN REHAB!

-hahahah

-not funny

- my life pretty much did a 360 in about a week let alone i havnt updated this thing since march?

-but yea im clean and sober and i dont do bad shit anymore just smoke weed and you know whatever drink -sometimes.

yeserday i waisn shrewsbury for fathers day and i KILLED my self on my cousins skateboard but i was just trying to learn how to close in liek hookthe board onto the ramp and jsut come back down and i slammed so hard on the pavement in attempts, in a way it felt good like adreanline but when i finally landed it i kept landing it and it felt very good to accomplish something like that but im paying the price for it now hahahaaa yeah no ones reading this

BUT WHUTEVERR AT LEAST IM STILL ALIVEE!! <33 peace

i got off probation yesterday! my chins was dismissed !

i hate being in that school and i might be staying back, even though i could start doing good now i just think its impossible. i leave EVERYDAY, me and angela and kim got caught walking out and i gues sthey have camreas in the WD hall but i ended up leaving after they caught us lol 

i need a job too bad i quit shaws

well i spent the last two boring days reading all the entries from 2005. i dont know why i was so hung up all the time and hyper. idk. i still live in saugus and im still with marco. hes amazing, really. we've been together for a year and almost 7 months. im the same person.

I LOVE YOU BABIE!!!!!<3333333

peace

shann

getting older is weird...

talking about the same thing all the time

im so bored with my life

noting ever happens.

ilovemarco happy versary

today i made a change in my life, i walked a path away from the one i actually thought i was taking. i did it because everythingin the world made me feel like it was the right desicion. i wonder what life would be like if i never moved to saugus. i would get to hang out with greg mike tiff and who ever else more....i feel so alone lol awhhhhhhhhhhhh.............what am i going to even do with my life im still too young to be aything...i miss everyone...

today is hempgest and NO ONE is around, i dontk now wher courtney went, julias in new hampshire .... but its really shitty out nyways. and there was  A TON of drama ths morning between me and someone and im not going to get into it but whatever im stonned.............

i wonder who still has a xanga and writes in it............