Currently Listening Letters to the President By Hawk Nelson see related

hey everyone, i've been pretty busy, auditions...and such. I can't like even tell you how much things have improved though, im like so happy..I have an amazing boyfriend, im up for dorothy, my parents are actully talking again...uhh its amazing. Um yea, i really dont like this whole xanga thing anymore, actully i do..depends what day it is lol. Anyway im out cuz i have places to be ooooo what now.

till then -Set ur standards high and never settle 4 less Believe in ur self no matter what u chose keep a winning attitude a u will never lose think about ur destination. But dont worry if u stray because the most important thing is what u've learneed along the way Take all that u've become to be all that u can be Soar above the clouds and let ur dreams set u free.~

Currently Listening Barlow Girl By BarlowGirl see related

So im home. So much happened while i was in NY, i went to my aunts funeral (RIP) and i went to Thanksgiving with my cousins and stuff but the only fun part was hanging out with erin and lauren and going "shopping" and catching up and meet some cute boys yeahhh, we had fun. I dono i guess theres not really much to say, well there is i just dont feel like typing it all. im like so sick of everything i wish everything could just be ok ya know? im just so confused about things too, like i dont want a boyfriend and then i question the thought of it and im like hmm maybe i should just do this or that so i can get what i want and its stupid... i like having lots of guy friends like i do now but i have issues with flirting a little too much and then they actully think...uhh nvm. Anyway, lauren and erin insisted on making my myspace which is going to be all out ashlee simpson (im obsessed) and ya, it'll be interesting ill post the link later when its all worked out. Im really excited cuz i might go snow boarding in vermont over christmas break, maybe...still have to go over the details with my mom. Anyway im gonna go call danielle cuz i miss her...ill be on tomorrow....maybe

till then the story of my life:

She couldn't take one more day
Home was more her prison now
Independence called out
She had to get it

A fight was all she needed
To give her reason
She slammed the door with no goodbye
And then it was time

Now she's driving too fast
She didn't care to glance behind
And through her tears she laughed
It's time to kiss the past goodbye

I'm finally on my own
Don't try to tell me no
There's so much more for me
Just watch what I will be

She walked away
Couldn't say why she was leaving
She walked away
She left all she had believed in
She walked away

The choice is yours alone now
Tell me how this story ends

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson see related

I just got back from the wedding and it was AMAZING! This kid Eric ushered me down to my seat and was like hitting on me all the way down  while walking with me and it was so cute! He was such a cutie...until i found out he was like 22...whooooops he looked alot younger. It was so funny cuz the person wh owas serving drinks kept asking me if i wanted something they like thought i felt so OLD haha. But yea i think i needed this cuz it actully made me think like woah getting married is like so amazing...and being in love, it just makes me think how stupid some high school relationships can be and so now ive promised myself that i am going to respect myself more not just for me but for my future husband because its really not right. Also it made me think about if we move next summer that it might be a good thing because guys around here rn't exacly all for long lasting relationships...the last guy i dated told me that he wanted to be with me forever and then broke up with me the next day.....but hey thats boys for ya. I guess i really just wish i could have a fairy tale ending and fall in love with an amazing guy and get married and be a high school teacher and wow i sound really stupid right now o well, what can i say all i know is that im not going to look for love anymore and im not gonna try to get love in ways i know rn't right im going to wait for whoever im meant to be with find me and in the mean time i have some amazing guy friends! Anyway, i have to go cuz my mom wants to get on the computer. We r leaving tomorrow to NY so I wont be on will next Saterday night ....well thats when i get back feel free to call the cell well im gone though and leave me some amazing messages to come back to!!! Ill miss you all so much!!! XOXOXOXOOOOOXOXOXOX! Last time i went to a funeral my bf dumped me whn i got back so im waiting to see what the hells gonna happen this time...

yours truly

-ME

Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K see related

school is out!!!!! im so happy i dont have to worrie about it for 9 whole days, yay! So a couple nights ago my aunt died and so we r leaving for her funeral in New York on Sunday and staying till next Saterday so we can be with my moms side of the family for Thanksgiving. I'm really just sad about the whole thing, i really loved her so much but I know shes taken care of my right now and she's alot happier where she is.

Today I'm excited because my favoret cousin is gettin married!!!! I'm so excited for him, except im not a bridesmade and that makes me mad but ill get over it lol. The girl he's marrying is so cute she looks like someone who belongs on Laguna Beach or somthing shes so pretty! So ya im gonna go to my class with Katie and then get ready for the wedding!!! Omg so last night was fun, i was like talking to danielle and we were gonna go shopping or something and then tony called and said to go to mikes so we went and it was fun, I LOVE my mikie, it was awesome cuz deni and catherine came too and when all of us are togther we r crazy!!! It was so much funnn! I left with them even though my mom said i could like stay alot longer (which was wierd) but for some reason i just felt like going home and going to bed, i was so tired. O so ya Danielle, Me, Kelly Hoffacker, and Megan Skelly are going to do something very interesting for the talent show I AM SO EXCITED...we kinda didnt ask megan s. if she wanted to do it yet but she has no choice she has to do it cuz we all love her like SO much! Anyway, my dad just took my phone away and im mad, uhhh i cant stand that i need it i was so gonna change the ringer to I DIdnt Steal Your Boyfriend but noooo. Alright im gonna go i have so much to do to get ready for today...