so, I'm sitting here in my room w/ only a jimmie johnson and jim edmonds picture left, my last night here. it's crazy how fast time flys! my amazing hallway is empty now, no decorations left, the curtains are down, the tv is gone, so i've been thinking about the fun times i've had in my first 2 years of college. amazing, fun, growth, difficulty, learning, loving, crying, laughing - that sums it up! i made some new friends this year, they're pretty cool! hehe and got closer w/ some old friends which was amazing too! and i think of all the ups and downs and some friendships that have sort of been lost.
i have learned so much this year and grown so much and it has been such a good experience, hard at times but i've gotten through it. only by the grace of God. i can't believe i have come this far. i remember when i moved in to ohio august fresh. year, i was scared to death and wanted to go home after the first day. i had a pretty cool r.a. that helped get me through it tho, and we even became decent friends (haahaa) :)
sooo, back to this year....things are different now, different than they were last semester, different than they were last month even. change happens, life keeps going, friendships change. unfortunately for me, i don't deal well with change! i've gotten alot of experience with it though, so i'd like to think i'm getting better w/ the adjustments! but, i have learned this - people will change and circumstances will change, the way you feel towards someone or something will change BUT God never changes, He is always there, through all of the changes. to fully rely on Him through all of it is what gets me through. so, that is all for now, later installments to come with this new found free time! I'm a junior now!!! yay!
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