| How is it you sing?Please pray for my Aunt Barbara. She's the aunt I was going to live with in Fl if I moved there. She had a heart attack today and is on life support... they dont think she'll make it. |
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| zomg. <3He's annoying, He's hilarious,
He makes me yell, He drives me crazy,
He's out of his mind, and he's eveyrthing I want. He's my only weakness, yet
my greatest sense of security. When I'm with you, I feel like that's
where I belong, and honestly,
that's the only place I want to be. I was in his arms & he was kissing me,
& everything was fine. More than fine even.
Everything was perfect.
Because he loved me.
So this Sat is 2 months for me and Josh.
It feels like a week.
I love this boy. Seriously... :]  
 
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| Who wants this?It was Amanda's birthday yesterday :]
Josh and I went to a baseball game w/ his dad and his brother.
Pretty freaking boring cause it wasnt the cubs... :] but atleast I got to spend some time with Josh.
I'm in Waldorf at the moment listening to a mix cd I haven't listened to in a good 2 years. Nothing else new has been going on, I've filled out a few apps to diff places. I just need money...
Going to Atlantic City this Friday with a few awesome people to go see the Dark Knight. Its gonna be awesome! ^^
God, I hate edited rap... -.-
Ive been really concerned with my weight recently. A few of my close friends are skinnier than I am, and I may not show it, but it really bothers me. I want to be like other girls and actually feel comfortable wearing a bikini. Not only that... but honestly, I feel REALLY bad for Josh. If I him, I wouldn't want to look at me. Its all blech from the head down, even my hobbit feet, which I hate and almost beat up my friend for making fun of. lolz
So Micah's mom called my mom this week. Apparently Micah is living in Annapolis... Having him so close yet so far is very upsetting. I want to stalk him, slap him, and just tell him he needs to get a real fucking life. He's honestly a pathetic excuse for a human. Getting my hopes up after 3 fucking years of not talking to me, then finally calling me for a good 3 months, telling me how much you missed me and wanted to hang out with me. Promising me with plans of spending New Years and Christmas together, and then fucking ignoring me. I wont be content with this situation until I see him and tell him off. That will be the end of that. I regret ever feeling ANYTHING for him.
I am so happy with Josh. I will admit, I do get slightly annoyed with things at times, but thats how things are going to be in any relationship. I hope Micah sees how happy I am, and I hope he fucking regrets ever screwing with my head. And yes, I will proudly admit - I love Josh. <3
and fuck Micah and David and Jon, and all of the other fuckers that ever hit me or tried to rape me. Karma is a bitch, and so am I.
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| Its been a while...Things are going pretty okay.
Me and Josh are awesome. 
We got to spend a week in West virginia together along with some friends.
It was amazing.
We're looking for another dog to keep Hero company.
A Welsh Corgi hopefully.
I'm working through the summer to finish school early.
It majorly sucks.
   
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