wow...its uh been awhile. heh. im sitting at the library-because I DONT HAVE INTERNET-isnt that the worst thing it really is its KILLING ME-our lines are stupid -i just gave up and told my mom to get rid of it.eckk i need to print something butttttttttttt there is a HUGE line errr.this sucks.

i think its starting to go down now.geeze no wonder i dont write on this anymore-or anybody else for that fact-everybody uses myspace now hhaha

how ridiculously funny.ha yeah.

PEACE.

Uhuh Aha, and then some.

aslkdfj

so school is COMPLETELY different then what i thought it would be god talk about almost EVERYBODY changing i mean-i like my classes- i really do...its just all my old friends...well not so much my friends anymore...at least it doesnt feel like it...i dunno i still don't know what im going to do for lunch...i've done something different everyday. today i just wanted to be alone to eat though...i talked to zac for a long time about some stuff then went to the side benches to eat...i dunno...when i thought about coming back to school..this is NOT what i would have imagined...i put in an application for foodland...ha its close to home-literally. oh boy.

-tomorrow-
labor day weekend starts...im kind of glad..one week in school and alreadyyyy i want a day off hahah. anyways friday i'll probably work a lot at the house-then jay is gonna bring me upto paden city..and i guess derricks gonna wait for meits reallllllly hard not seeing him...i mean the very next day after seeing him i feel like i hadnt  in 2 weekssss ahh. its killing me...i've started to get a litttttle bit of an idea of what i want to do with my life-well sort of.eck. growing up. im not looking forward to it one bit..i feel like i dunno drained of energy lately and crappy feeling-i mean i keep tryyyyyyying to be as happy and awake as possible but its so hard and then i end up bringing it out on derrick on the phone later that nighttt.

i dunno im pretty much done with the rambling i have 2 tests tomorrow-hah if you can call mrs mcclains procedure test  a REAL test.as in i've taken for 3 years
annnd im gonna ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my human anatomy test-yeah thhhats right

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPppeace

Currently Watching Pay It Forward see related

and what a wonderful world it would be

<33derrick<33333

Currently Reading The Da Vinci Code By Dan Brown see related

kjdsflakjsflkjasdf yeah its like that.

anddddddd AHHEoasdjfalkjrfoiwhaofnoi whthnwxstrohn im gonna go INSANE not talking to himi mean..i get to talk to him EVERY single freaking day...and MORE than ONE time a dayyyyyyyyy

derrick<3333 im sorry i love youuu<33

Currently Listening Ocean Avenue By Yellowcard see related

- Empty Apartment((listenin to the old stuff for some reason))

first thingsssssss first-http://kevan.org/johari?name=Hilaryyyy <click that and take it..pweezeand wellll this tooooo.http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Hilaryyy

ohhh boy.

ahhhhhhhh tomorrow im leaving for new york

i need to

ONE. wash clothes TWO PACKPACK PACKKkkk

im gonna miss a lot of people while im gone...i know its only for a few days...but i dunno well for instance i talk to derrick 2-3 times a day...and i doubt i'll get to talk to him while im there....i wont see chelsea or katelyn or alanna or holly or anybody else that i eat lunch with EVERY single day-and there will be NO jesus pizza this friday-i know its a killer.

wellllllllllll i dont really feel like writing on here that much lol

pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppeace

derrick im gonna miss you so much