Hello again

Hello, my long lost friend.

How much angst did I pour into you? How many thinly veiled secrets did you hold for me in hopes that one someone would read them and understand the heart within me?

And now, three years later, although I've deserted you for the fleeting joys of facebook applications and the treasures of myspace layouts, I love that you hold my angst and my secrets and the memory of another time. You've always been a good listener.

Perhaps it's time to write again. To open the book to another page- a fresh, unlined page waiting to be filled with desires and joys and adventures.

So, dear xanga of Catwoman86, I come back to you.

"Mercy On Me"

"Welcome"

Sometimes I do wonder what I missed out on not spending this year at Moody. I would've been an upperclassman. I missed Blaise's flagpoleing. I missed JSB with my friends. Ehh, just little moments included into the horrible mess of classes and homeworks and starbucks and allnighters and peanut m&m's... Just a thought.

I've a theory on rock music. Seriously, who doesn't love a good classic rock and roll song? It mirrors life so well, it hits all the ups and downs, the hard stuff, the light stuff, the craziness, and is overall amazing. Life in a rock and roll song. :)

I'm off to bed. Oh, Fracture was totally worth the money- see it.

I wish I hadn't thought of that on the heels of going to bed... ;) j/k, j/k.

Music & Words

Everytime I sit down to write, I'm always sidetracked by words. Or music. Either way, I don't get a post written.

I'm starting to feel old. My friends are getting married. My dear friend is having a baby. This is all quite exciting though- don't get the wrong idea, I'm thrilled about it all. But I guess I'm wondering where I am at and why I don't seem to be growing up too. I still live at home, I don't know what I want to do with my life... and the list goes on. I'll be 21 in a week.

That's not that old, is it? Nah, not really old at all.

So, if you're reading this, I must say I'm impressed with your perseverance and interest in my life... or I'm slightly creeped out that you're stalking me. And if no one reads this, well, I got a kick out of writing it. Everybody wins.

People don't really use xanga anymore, do they. That's really not a question- more of an observation, hence the period rather than a question mark. Most people seem to be on facebook. More people should use xanga and myspace. There's more room for creativity. That's what I think at least.

So much for a deep post.

Just Desserts

Alex had a rude moment- for which I did not punish him. And so, he still received his just desserts. He drove away with the gas nozzle still in his car, then was laughed at by 2 men in a truck, took a turn to fast and dumped cherry 7up all over himself. Hahaha... I win.

In other news, since it's been awhile since I've written anything, I am still working at the B&N cafe, taking classes- of which I'm almost done with and will be graduating from BCC in less than a month! And then, I do believe it's on to UCF to get a degree in Creative Writing. No, I don't know what I'll do with it. So, if anyone has a desire to move to Orlando, FL and needs a roommate- lemme know.

As for life in general... I'll be 21 in a week, I'm considering going on a diet, and I'm going to CHICAGO in May!!!! So facebook me or whatever if you wanna hang out over finals week... G'night and Mucho Love!!!