| SPRING BREAK '06!!!
WOW..
so its been a loong time since i updated. a lot has happened n tha past few weeks, sum good n sum bad. ive gone 2 tha movies a lot w/ tommy, chris, n daniel wich has been fun most of the time.. a lot of drama has been goin on, not only w/ me but a whole lotta ppl! i dont understand why, but it has been pretty stressful. ive decided that i am gunna start thinkin about my future more. im trying 2 find out wut i wanna do w/ my life, but to be honest i really hav no clue. it has been driving me crazy. im pretty sure that i wanna go 2 a college here in ga. im also NOT gunna let a guy hold me bak. for now, i dont want a boyfriend. i just want 2 go out n hav fun w/ my frends n not hav 2 worry about a guy. i dont wanna not b able 2 go places or do things cuz im scarerd my boyfrend will get mad.. im glad im FREE now. things really hurt n all, but i realize now that it just wont ever work. i thought it wuld, n i hoped n prayed 2 God that it wuld, but now i c that its not possible. but thats okay, i still hope the best 4 him after everything. i know theres someone out there for me, n i will find him one day, but it dosent hav 2 be today... so i hav decided that im not lookin for a boyfrend rite now, but who knows, that mite change if i find the rite guy soon! but im not gunna expect or look for it. i hav been pretty tired cuz ive had 2 go 2 play practice for production..though it wuld b fun n better than sit on my butt at home! went shoppin 2day..bought a $80 pair of shoes for only $20! hah i was happy, n jus got sum shorts, camo capris, a bathingsuit, a purse, lotion, n a shirt all for like $90. marshalls n ross r heaven lol. so it is FINALLY SPRING BREAK BABY!!! thank God 4 that..2 bad i dont really hav ne big plans! most every1 is goin 2 DC 4 tha class trip n Tommy is goin on a cruise..im gunna miss everyone!! *tear* well this is gettin 2 b really long so im gunna go now..luvs~~
<3Lauren<3 |