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Name: Tiana
Birthday: 9/21/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Theatre, music, Benjamin Gibbard's beautiful voice, 80's stuff, movies, concert-going, shopping, fashion, art, food, loafing, family time, friend time, fun time and... yeah.
Top Five Favorite Songs Right Now
1. Gravity Rides Everything, Modest Mouse
2. Evil, Interpol
3. Flutes of Chi, Ween
4. Pages, Starlight Mints
5. A Lack of Color, Death Cab for Cutie
Expertise: Sarcasm is my area of expertise, but I'm also a rock star when it comes to playing Donkey Kong Country on super nintendo and I'm super great at admitting things you shouldn't say outloud, i.e. I'm also a rock star when it comes to playing Donkey Kong Country on super nintendo.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: tiana_48@hotmail.com
Member Since:
4/28/2004
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Dear Xanga,
School's almost out officially. One more
final. I know this will be hard for you, but I'm gonna have to
call things off for a while. They just aren't working. I
used to love you, and I know it will hurt you to hear this, but things
just aren't the same. Sometimes, Xanga, you bore me. I know
this hurts, but don't you want me to be honest? Maybe a day will
come, Xanga, when I will cry myself to sleep thinking, "if only I had a
xanga to post my strange thoughts on." On that day, I hope
you'll take me back. But as of now, it's over. NO more
Xanga. I'm sorry man, no hard feelings.
Love,
Tiana
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| Drunk ramblings:
So I'm pretty thankful to have my nights free again. Sometimes you love theatre so much you fucking hate it. I really came to love and appreciate Belle's more so than ever on Saturday night. Our last performance. I thought- how wonderful is it to be a part of theatre that can really teach people something? Ya know? Comedy of manners... when it's done, it's usually done bad, but I felt like we were honestly giving something so new and fresh to everyone. However! At the same time I was pretty sure that I would throw one of those heavy ass mirrors at the audience if I had to do the show one more time. A bittersweet ending indeed. More nerdy talk about theatre changing lives? Hello?!?! Did anyone see Perks? I'm sorry, but I have never been so moved by a live performance... I don't know... it really got to me in more ways than one. Seeing perks has made me especially aware of emotions lately... Will we ever be happy? Here I am on girls night and we all have our complaints... ....... So my conclusion? Life is stupid, and confusing, and we were put on this planet as part of a sick joke. At the same time, I don't ever want to die... I have so much fun being confused and living for whatever the fuck I'm living for, so I guess when it comes down to it, you can't take things too seriously... we will all be dished wonderful things just to matched up with bad things.... I have incredibly good luck and I have to sit and wonder when it will all run out..... but that mentality will make me crazy so I have to take things in stride and just enjoy whatever is handed my way. ....... there comes a point when you have to stop thinking so much. Christ in heaven, bud heavy is making me crazy. | | |
| Guess what Laura Bowlin gave me? Her keyboard!! DO you know
how excited I am to be semi-reunited with a piano?? So I've been
driving my roommates a little crazy with my piano playing, but we've
decided to hold a formal recital on April 30. Be there.
Anyway, I think I've regained my creative outlet that I had lost since
I moved away from home and that's a wonderful thing for me.. Busy
with Belle's... coming up next week! Also be there for that
19-23... tickets are on sale. And semi-busy with Perks
make-up/hair/costume design, be there for that as well!! April
24. This entry is really more of a billboard I guess......
Everyone here is a little stressed with everything, I guess I am
too.... I don't know.... i don't have a lot of time to
think about my well-being :) Oh! I did go to
Lexington this past weekend and work and hang out with my dad and
Nikki! that was really nice... I don't get a lot of weekends away
from warrensburg anymore............... Award for
most boring pointless xanga post goes to... drumroll
please............... ME. I apologize.
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| WeDANCEday! I don't know if I've ever officially talked
about it on Xanga. Oh Xanga... You're so dumb. But I kinda
heart you. Anyway today is WeDANCEday. It's been
good. We danced. I got on the roof. I didn't dance on
the roof though because it's windy outside. I had to model for
Tim today, but it wasn't too bad actually because I got to pose with a
giant Oreo, stuff my face with Marshmellow Mateys, pretend to drink
dishwashing soap and pretend to drink a skunked beer. I bet they
turned out real great. Speaking of great, I bet the pictures
Kristy took last night were BEYOND great, haha. Speaking of
pictures, this shit of me to your left is sooo old. My hair is
long and brown. What is the world coming to?
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| Today I'm annoyed at the world and myself. Nikki's birthday was
yesterday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!) but saying that online isn't nearly
enough. I wish I could have gone to Lexington yesterday to see
her for her birthday... I wish my cell phone wasn't retarded. I
wish I had ONE free night during the weekdays... of course I'm very
happy to be in Belle's and such, but I feel guilty when I can't make
any time for other people I care about. I feel like an
insufficient friend. Well I just feel insufficient.
Today is one of those days where I don't feel creative enough, funny
enough, pretty enough, smart enough..... and someone does it all
better. I feel annoyed that everytime I have something of my own,
be it a feeling, story, whatever, someone has to 1-up me. Someone
has to put in my place. Someone is always there to remind me that
they do it better. I guess I sound competitve and childish, but
whatever. So I might feel something strong for someone or find
out something new about them, but someone always knows
more....... arrrrrrgggggggghhh it's sunny, i
should be happy. Yesterday and today have been beautiful
days. UGh I'm so
cranky. BOOOOOOO. Well
I met my dad's new girlfriend and she's amazing and her and my dad are
sublimely happy it looks like, which is really awesome. Her name
is Cristhina and she is a really neat woman. That's a plus I
guess. Things should be awesome for me right now... I
was really happy about stuff.... blahhhhhh well I have to go to
rehearsal now and do some publicity business for Bacon Shake but I'm
hoping the weather will stay nice despite me not being appreciative
enough of it. Today sucks.
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