I don't know what to do anymore

i feel like the best thing for me to do...........is to like disappear then........there would be no win or lose ...................................Somethings you just can't help..............................................and i like to help so what do you do when you can't help the very ones who've helped you?

i have tons of people i talk to and that talk to me.....but not everyones a friend....

Lets see lets see.............i don't have much to say except for that Band practice was Band practice nothing new.........cept Rob punked someone down today i wont say any names though.................lol anyways im just really ready for the Game Tommorrow night .............my uncle took off to New Orleans to get his Grandchildren i haven't heard from him in 3 days he's like probably the father  i never had but anyways i hope everythings ok umm...other than that im doing fine maybe having an Xanga will keep  me relieved of stress........another thanx to BLG for this thing.......and ................anywho

Today was my last September 1st band practice haha<--- and anyways...........Later Taterz

Man big shoutout to Bailey  Leannwho helped well who did the honors of making me an Xanga.............i Feel gay having one of these but Im not but Gracias to her.............

Umm Today was just like any other day ............i had band practice after school got drenched in  the rain around 4:30 and was back practicing ... it totally sucked since the sun came back Out but..........i mean we need and ..........it didn't bother me.......lol Our Pit section rocks lol........hahaha..............................uMmmm....................musty shirts don't make good sweat Rags.....haha Sara :]thanx for the water and drink. Bailey thanx for spraying that sweat rag of a musty shirt lol..............Matt Ray...umm........I don't know lol hahaha Do you KNOW ? lol NO One Knows.......it doesn't matter lol anyways My  back is killin me and Im about to lay down and listen to my Xanga Michael Jackson Thriller music and  watch the food channel and talk on the phone because i gotta get something in my Belly and since nothings done at this time i'll watch foodnetwork and pretend i can eat what i see........ lol any ways

i just like to type lol so let me shut up and stop now ok buh bye

Currently Listening Thriller By Michael Jackson SMOOTH CRIMINAL see related

HEY CHANCE

 i hope u like what ive done with ur xanga but of course u can change it if u want nehoo welp im gonna go now but ill ttyl luv ya buh bye

BAILEY**

WoW i have an Xanga  maybe this can help rid stress and some frustation:)

today i did diddly squat i just lifted weights and went shoppin i have  2 purdy shirts and some jeans anyways later  Taters