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Definitly not a good day

Yeah well today me and blade were suppose to do something but surprise surprise we didn’t do anything. So im not in the best of moods right now. Ugh. I could have layed out or something instead of waiting around for him to call me back. Oh well. Ill get over it. It just pisses me off.. that’s one of my biggest pet peaves is when someone says that they are gonna call and you are waiting around expecting their phone call then they never call. Oh that just makes me mad. But whatever.

So this weekend was memorable. Could have been like 50 times better but eh there will be other times. I wanted to go shopping yesterday but I couldn’t find anybody to go with me so instead I just went to Owasso. I am thinking that I am just gonna save my money until it gets closer to school starting and then just spend it all at one time. I need to wash my car and clean out the inside too. Me and Lexi can do that sometime this week. That will be fun. So I have absolutely no plans for the 4^th and I really want to do something fun. But its like the 4^th of July isn’t as fun as it used to be. Oh well im sure I will find something to do.

*You dont have to sacrifice yourself just because s o m e o n e  e l s e  has a problem with it.*

You know in all the movies they have a couple who are like head over heals in love. And I think that its so amazing even though they are acting. But you know that love like that exists in real life. And I think that the people who are in love like that with someone are so extremely lucky. I just think its awesome. And I just wish that I will be able to experience something like that some day. This is a little off the subject but now that me and blade are together its like I keep thinking like hmm I wonder how long we are going to be together until we brake up or I wonder when this is gonna end and if we will still even be talking next year. Haha I just hate thinking that way so much. I’ve decided that I am gonna start being more optimistic. Start looking on the bright side of things way more. That will help me out a lot I think.

You know whats sad. Is when you used to be like best friends with someone and you guys would do everything together like have slumber parties and go on trips together and you all were like the bestest friends ever but then they all of a sudden stop talking to you and everyone loses contact with each other. The only time they call or talk to you is when they have absolutely nothing to do and they are really bored. Ugh it pisses me off.

Ok well I am done updating now. I just had to get some things off my chest and that’s what xanga is for. So anyways please leave me some comments.

<3 Chantal

HeY CoOnS!

Well there really isn’t anything to update about but I will give this a go. Last night I went and saw the perfect man with Joleigh and it was the cutest movie ever. I recommend going to see it. And I finally went and saw the longest yard the other night. It was pretty good. Ha the Claremore movie theater is so gay. I mean the people there are so gay. I watched the notebook again and i just absolutely love that movie. its probably one of my faves. so amazing.

I need to get back into the whole church thing. I feel like I haven’t been in forever. But oh well I still pray every night pretty much. I want to get dressed up and go somewhere really nice one night. I miss dressing up and going out to eat with the girls. We all need to save up and go somewhere soon. Or just go shopping because I really want to do that.

So 4^th of July is like right around the corner and I don’t have plans yet. How pathetic is that. Well I guess that I sorta do have plans but I have to choose between like 2 groups of things to do. My family from dallas is coming up and they are so much fun and I know that they will have my little cuzins with them so I bet my mom will make me stay home 4^th of july which sucks because I kinda wanted to not hangout with my family like I always do and go hangout with someone else. But oh well.

I want to go on a really fun vacation to like NYC or something like that. I just want to walk around and see it at night. i bet its really really pretty. Or go to Paris or something like that. Aw that would so make my summer.

Anyway leave me some comments im done updating. Love you all.

<3 Chantal

t a k e  m e  o u t

Well this weekend was alright it could have been better. I went camping at Beaver Lake and it is so so pretty there. I just love it. But no one was there except for my parents Jack and Brigitte. But they were a hella fun. I just love them to death. But Friday we went and walked around town in Eureka Springs and I got the best caramel apple ever. It had little MnM’s on it and it was just so yummy…lol  I also got even more tan over the weekend. Its hawt <3

Ha Jamie we are too funny. We can talk about AnYtHiNg!  Lol I just love all you girlies. And we all need to go and do something. Maybe next weekend we can all do something.

So my sister just called me and told me about some way cool sales goin on at the mall and it made me want to go shopping so bad. I just got paid too so now I have some money to blow off. Ugh but I have a gut feeling that my mom wont let me go so oh well.

--BOY: I Saw Her Today
GiRL: I Saw Him Today

--BOY: It Seems Like Its Been Forever
GiRL: I Wonder If He Still Cares
--BOY: She Looks Better Than Before
GiRL: I Couldn’t Stop Staring At Him
--BOY: I Asked Her How Things Were Going
GiRL: I Asked About His New Girlfriend
--BOY: I’d Choose Her Over Any Girl I’m With
GiRL: He’s Probably Really Happy Right Now
--BOY: I Couldn’t Look At Her Without Starting To Cry
GiRL: He Couldn’t Even Look At Me

--BOY: I Told Her I Miss Her
GiRL: He Doesn’t Mean It
--BOY: I Meant It
GiRL: He Didn’t Mean It
--BOY: I Love Her
GiRL: He Loves His New Girlfriend
--BOY: I Held Her For The Last Time
GiRL: He Gave Me A Friendly Hug
--BOY: Then I Went Home And Cried
GiRL: Then I Went Home And Cried
--BOY: I Lost Her
GiRL: I Love Him

Aww that is so sad. Well Gah its been such a long ass day and I am so tired and I still have to mow so I think that I am done with this for now. Bye Chia’s.

                      Y O U are always on my miind

Hey hotties. Wow its only Thursday and I am already updating. Boredom got to me. Well things have definitely been crazay lately. Tuesday night I went and hungout with Blade all night. And that was loads of fun. Aww I  L U V him to death. He is definitely the sweetest thing ever.

Wednesday all the girlies came over and tanned and we all watched boogie man. That movie was shit. It was not good at all. Def. not as scary as i was expecting it to be. And I must say that I am getting a hell of a tan. Its pretty nice.

Well I have to leave for the lake tomorrow morning bright and early. So not looking forward to that. Its going to suck because no one is coming with me. But I will be back on Sunday. Hopefully I will have fun on my own. Actually I will have some fun because Jack and Brigitte will be there and they are fun sometimes. Atleast Jack is.

YaY! Tuesday is me and Blade’s 1 month. lol I think its so cute because he is always pointing out how long we have been together. But yeah me and him are def. gonna do something that night. f u n  f u n.

Well I think that I am goin to go now.  Comment me a ton.