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ChaosTemplar619
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Name: Chaos
Country: United States
Birthday: 6/19/1991
Gender: Male
Interests: Playing Final fantasy 3,6,7,8,9,X, X-2, XII, Pokemon, Kingdom hearts,Dragon ball Z, Lord of the Rings. Hang out with friends, Chat, Love BoA Forever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever!!! being alone at home because it's silent, sports, play starcraft, talk to girls. Hang out with the guys, listen to music such as Linkin Park, Final Fantasy music cause it soothes me, and all kinds of music. Like to play yugioh cards, (but not collect them, don't bother wasting my money for that.. just playing it for fun), be depressed cause its my favorite thing to do. Hang out around my family. Chill out with cousins. Play with my cousin's dog. Go to my friend's house to get away from my brother (most of the time he comes with me, actually everytime -_-), love to run, play rpg games, mentioned before, reading (when im really bored), do chores, (WHEN IM REALLLLLLLLYYY bored), like to workout, final fantasy characters like Yuna and Ashe, I love you! and last but not least, being Chaotic....
Expertise: Listening To Music..
Occupation: Being What I Want To Be..
Industry: In Final Fantasy
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AIM:  ChaosTemplar619
Member Since:
5/12/2004
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| Life is getting harder with each passing day going by. I find it hard to believe that I am actually feeling a bit more outgoing nowadays. Though I have many goals to accomplish this year, every obstacle has been too hard for me so far. It always takes me to 110%, it is always beyond the grasps of any normal things that you can accomplish so easily.
I think that I've become too caring sometimes, too nice.. I don't understand why I feel so different among other people, personality wise, skin color wise. I think sometimes I have too much high hopes, which is why I sometimes get too cocky.. I can't seem to get what I desire most sometimes, and that is to find someone you love. Life's been tough, mentally and physically. Economy is going down and adults keep saying how all we young ones are going to war. I find it very scary sometimes, to be sitting or hiding and dodging bullets flying by your head. As they say, there is no such thing as an unwounded soldier. If ya don't die, you'll just be affected mentally..
But anyways, things have been tough these pass two years, many people I've met, but not many have I accepted as true friends. I still am too cautious, maybe even overconfident sometimes that I'm always right and whenever I don't like a person's look, I already don't like them. VE class has been going chaotic lately, seeing so many young adults as myself going into the rooms interviewing for next year's class. And so I was doing my work, when of course I see someone who has caught my eye, as always. And of course Cardona will call me and ask me for her help, saying how the company has been great since they got me as their employee, its funny how flattering people can be. Anyways, the girl who caught my eye also stared at me, not really a cold stare or a lovely one, just like a regular stare. I could've sworn we were staring at each other for like a minute, but I was aware that she was staring at me when I looked away afterwards, it felt weird ya know.. But she in my perspective had one of the most prettiest eyes I've ever seen, though one of my friends didn't find her attractive, but I honestly like people who are different among others. Cardona of course asked me to help her interview this girl, while she was doing something else. Of course I listened to comments trading back and forth. Afterwards I founded how interesting this girl was, and she really did make me pay attention to her more. Obviously of course I had to say something, but I forgot what I blurted out. My other friends within the class however was like saying all these stuff, but that isn't unusual for guys to be like that.. I'm pretty used to it but then I think she gave them a cold stare as well and then stared back right at me during the interview within the conference room.
To be honest, I was hypnotized by her eyes, the way her pearly, sparkly eyes went out, and I found that she had almost the same eyes as me.
Nonetheless, I really want to know this girl better.. And I hope next year would be a great one..
Must always feel confident, and never think negative. Senior year.. I'm looking forward to you..
~Chaos
She Has Eyes Like an Angel.. Beutiful.. filled with Grace and Happiness
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| I'm officially an uncle, yay :) but nothing so special about that.
What's special is my cousin's new child who is cute and adorable. I
wish my child was like that if i ever have one xD
-Chaos
~You Can No More Evade My Wrath, Than You Could Your Own Shadow.
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| A New Year, Where new enemies, new goals, and new accomplishments lie
ahead.. Let's just hope its all the best.. Because I seriously.. Need
it..
-You Can No More Evade My Wrath, Than You Could Your Own Shadow..
~Chaos
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