wow, it sounds like you had fun! and i know what you mean, i have thought so much about suicide before,, i cut and everything too, i even tried to jump out of a window one time off of my balcony, lol dumbass idea, the window wouldn't open though

what drugs do you mainly do? i take alot of prescriptions like topamax and atarax and stuff, but they are all prescribed to me,, i can't really even tell that they do anything though. is that a clonopin you have on your tongue in the first pic? those things are cool, i used to take them for anxiety lol,,, well stay strong babe and ttyl

Love, Jessica

1st off love the new layout and your icon.. if only to look like that right? that sounds like a serious shopping spree like you are nicole or lindsay or any of those fabulous girls. speaking of fabulous that blue and white striped shirt your wearing is amazing. stay strong girl, i know you do. much love