| | starting a fast today, god it feels so great to be back. when i eat i just feel so disguisting, bloated and fat and gross, when im empty and light my self esteems better, i feel better, i have a reason to be alive, i feel perfect again. god i miss drugs though. it made it so easy and fast to lose weight. plus it just made life okay, made me want to live, kinda like starvation only x20. i dont know if i can do this sober thing...but of course i dont want to go to prison, i have a court date to worry about. i hate being sober though. what can you do. at least i have ana, she'll take care of me through it all.
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| | Posted 2/18/2007 1:15 PM - 5 comments
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