| | So..i relapsed..hopefully my outpatient rehab doesnt drug test me tonight...just to be sure im guzzling water all day. i don t know how this happened..i cant be doing this i have court and ill get sent to a psych ward if i fail a drugtest. im totally gonna be fucked if i keep this up but thats the thing i cant stop even though i want to (well, sort of, for now anyway). but god did it feel good to have cocaine in my system again, its such a beautiful drug. kills hunger and speeds the metabolism too, a wonder drug for starvation. i cant live with it or without it.
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| | Posted 2/22/2007 3:02 PM - 5 comments
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