Hey all well Last night was a lot of fun. Landon picked me up around 7:00 and we went to the mall. He stayed there for about maybe an hour and a half. I bought him a shit which i love! and we went to maceys and he saw some pretty ugly ass dresses so i said id modle in them haha. Um after that we went to wendys. Kelsey eddie and maggie met us up there so we talked for a bit. Then we went to go pick up kim and jess and headed over to the bowling alley. we played one game and i won! lol and from the boys side i had a bigger score than landon hehe.SO luke had to go home so we droped him off at his house and went to waffle house with maggie eddie and kelsey. Ha maggies waffles what a master peice!Yeah then for some odd reason me and landon desided to see if we coudl stick quarters up our nose haha and we both got it in. Weird i know but it was funny.So then landon took me home i didnt home till 12. I had the best night baby.

Today_what shit! What is this shit comming from the sky? i cant take the snow and rain anymore its driving me crazy! But for todays schedul: Hanging out with landon ealry today..then hanging with my girls(angie stef and sarah).

Currently Playing Under the Table and Dreaming By Dave Matthews Band see related

hey..Um I kinda jsut got home from coaching specia olympics with kim. It was fun as always. I dunno i really like helping out. It makes me feel better about myself, just knowing that im helping someone in special needs and all.. 

Well school  was alright. until the end when  found out djngfsulodhfsdpouhfjdohaf  (hehe gang key word there) was telling my two friends shit. Whatever pretty imature shit.

Last night was awsome tho. Landon got his lisence!! He picked the whole gang up and we suprised kimE and got her. I get the girlfriend rights of having shotgun at all times! haha how awsome. We were gunna go to young life but we desided not too. We went to arbeys to get something to eat. Went to the mall to get a couple things. Went to the pet store!! and i got to play with the dogs and pharots(sp)..lol aw i wanted one so bad! They are so fun to play with. Well i didnt get home till around 10:45ish so i jsut talked to landon when he got home. Congrats baby! I love you so much.

Today matt got his lisence_Congrats!!

Luke has been helping me out on a coupl things. Thanks hun! it really means a lot.

well tomorrow..i dunno im most likely going to be with landon..poss. the rest of the gang not sure whats going on...so yeah

You've given me that i need_
               You make me feel like i am whole again_

Currently Playing Drive By Graham Colton Band see related

hey all i jsut got back from landons matts and lukes hut lol. I had the most awsome night!I dunno just the fact that i was with landon and we all had this big bon fire and just having him hold me and dace together in front of it..and just talk sweet to each other really just ment a lot to me. He said  the reason why he acts the way he does with me is becuase he's never met a anyone like me.That he cared for me more than he has ever cared for anyone. We had a moment in the street though crossing the road to get to my moms car before i left. We kept kissing saying our goodbyes. But everytime i went off just a little bit he'd grab my hand again and pull me close and just kiss me saying he didnt want me to leave. Like three times he did that. He's just so sweet.

I miss KimE shes away in New York im sad I love you!

Its matts b-day!!!Happy 16th!!

 How could you do this?

Tear our strong family apart

Broke Mommy's heart

Your problems brought us down

You made Mommy worry & frown

I would cry, I was scared of you

well last night was the night of the kelly clarkson concert. I have to say it was awsome it was a lot of fun. I went with kimE in our awsomist shirts ever!..i got the crowd going haha. All around me at least. We saw trista and erin there that was a suprise it was nice to see them there. Kim and i met a new girl named courtney. She was on her spring break from NY. She was really nice..our age too. By the time kim and i came to my house we crashed.

Waking up early this morning was a killer. It actually wasnt as bad as i thought it would be though. I havent been feeling good all day. I went to the doctor and he thinks i have a slight case of mono. 

------------------------------------------------------------------Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

__And i hate you for it
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Landon..i know i've said this many times, but honestly you are amazing. You've helped me open my eyes wider and relise that if i look hard enough i will find what i've been working for. You've never let me down. I feel like you've known all of me from day one.  Your the only one i've ever trusted. I love you!