One month!I love Eric.
 
 
Oh xanga, how I've missed you...
So today will be a complete bummer...It's been one month exactly since Eric and I started dating, and we were going to spend it together. But I don't think we can, now.
And, once again...it's all my fault. I feel awful. We were going to hang out at his house today, but I can't because I have to stay home all day and cut the grass before my "dad" gets home.
So instead of having fun and being with the one I love, I have to cut the grass. Oh joy. I'm so overly excited...I just pissed my pants...(just kidding!)
We had our first fight last Wednesday.
And our second fight on Friday.
It was an extremely hectic week.
Monday- Emilie, Eric and I hung out at Emilie's house.
Tuesady- Went over to Emilie's house and got in the hot tub. That was tons of fun! I got a bunch of crazy pictures...
Wendesday- Emilie, Eric, Trent, and I were at Emilie's house. Then Amanda came home and Trent and Eric left (I still got my kiss!!!) while Emilie and I washed her car...okay...while Emilie washed the car and I just got wet...Then I called Eric. And he hung up on me...And Emilie called Eric...and he called me "uptight." Then when I went home that night, he apologized on my answering machine...it was cute.
 
 
Thursday- Hung out with Emilie and Eric. It was fun.
Friday- Emilie, Eric, Bobby and I went to Emilie's house, then got Alex and went to Subway, then to Eric's house. And we sat around for a while just listening to music, and then Alex and Bobby started "fighting" and then Eric and Bobby started wrestling, and then Emilie and Eric started wrestling. It was soooo funny to see my best friend and my boyfriend throwing each other around...Then Emilie and I started "fighting." And I hurt her, and I'm sorry! But when I went home I got in trouble for lying to my parents, which I did not do! And so it pissed my dad off, and he did his "thing." Which caused me to do something, which almost caused my relationship to end.
Saturday- I went over to Spenser's house, and we watched Roman. It was fun, lots of fun.
Sunday- I worked. With my dad. All day. Yuck. But then I called Eric and everything was ok again.
So yeah, that was my week. How was yours?
  
To See Your Smile
Words can't describe you.
Though I sit and beg them to.
You mean the world to me,
and sometimes it's hard to see
how much I truly care.
You are the burden that I bare.
When I dream at night, I see your face.
I'm going through life at a slow pace,
but you're always there to help me through,
no matter what I do.
I see passion in your eyes,
a feeling I hope never dies.
I would walk a mile,
just to see your smile.
And to see your eyes shine,
the feeling that you're mine.
You make me love you,
and it's something I will always do.
 
 
Baby
I sit here watching people throw their love away,
I hope that never happens to you and me,
you're the best thing that's come my way,
and I think it's easy to see.
This feeling I have is more than just lust,
it's a passion, a belonging, and it's true,
I know you're the one I can trust,
because you're the one I go to.
Baby, can't you see?
This is real,
you're a big part of me,
you're all I can feel.
I love you,
and with these words I write,
it must be true,
Baby, you are my light.
 
 
 
 
Eric, I love you with all of my heart. I will never do anything to hurt you, and I hope you understand that. I'm sorry. I don't want to lose you, and I'm trying my hardest not to. I love you...
xoxo- Brianne
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Yeah... That's about it.
