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Name: Erin
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 9/11/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: love <3.dancing in the rain. driving with the windows down. loud music. late night phone calls. guys who play guitar. the beach. palm trees. anything with the ocean *heaven on earth* The O.C. OTH.laguna beach. gilmore girls.mean girls. hide and seek. scary movies. chik flicks. FUSE. singing in the car. singing in the shower. laughing. God. make-up. shopping. eyeliner && lipgloss. black and white pictures.concerts.taking pictures. all nighters with rach.holding hands. rollercoasters.the sky dive bungee thing at PKI. AE, hollister and Tilt jeans. cell phone.choc. milk. friends. <3 *music. fall out boy. starting line. hawthorne heights. MAE. lifehouse. taking back sunday***. relient k. all american rejects and sooo many more.
Expertise: basically umm...
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  littlexitalian07
AIM:  PsshhYeahx3
AIM: littlexitalian07
AIM: PsshhYeahx3
Member Since:
4/26/2005
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| Well
It's been awhile...
Maybe i'll start this thing up again?
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| Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends . . . the I miss yous . . .And the I LOVE yous . . . And the What are we doing tonights? . . . somewhere b e t w e e n all of the changing and growing And the skipping classes, the studying for tests, And the pretending to be studying for tests, And the downright not studying for tests, I forgot . . . I forgot what it meant to cry . . . I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy . . . I f o r g o t that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart . . . And that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok . . . I forgot that you cant just forget the past in fear of the future . . . I forgot that you cant control falling in love . . . And that you cant make yourself fall in love . . . I learned . . . I learned that I can love . . . I learned that its ok to mess up . . . And its ok to ask for help . . . And its ok to feel like crap . . . I learned its ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day . . . That somehow they'll make it all better . . . I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just cant have . . . I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't going to be who is the most popular or going to be the parties . . . Or the drinking not even the hook-ups . . . Its the friendships, which means taking chances . . . I learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to TALK out . . . I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing . . . And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better . . . But, basically, I just learned that my friends, Both old and new, Are the most important people to me in the world . . | | |
| can someone please tell me why breakups can last for months. why people cant drop it and see that its hurting me. im not the person that rumors are saying i am. it hurts so bad to hear people who dont even know you talk about you behind your back, do you honestly have nothing better to do? i really want all of this to be over! isnt 3 months long enough? i dont wish anything bad for him, i wish him the best and i dont know how many more times i can say that or how many different ways. im sorry to everyone who has to hear about it, i really am. its not my choice. ive held up for a long time, but i cant keep smiling...
i hate being like this, im too strong to let this affect me, but i cant hold on for much longer
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But the money is always goodddd...Cheerleading tryouts are in a little bit and im really hoping i make it because I miss cheering soooo much! Anyways, im kinda out of things to update on
