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Name: Zi
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 1/9/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Vin Diesel, Video Games, Movies, Music, Food ... Silver Things
Expertise: Web development ... kinda
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 7/17/2004

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Currently Listening
Triple P
By Platinum Pied Pipers
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uhm this is pretty odd but not uncommon for me. I always have dreams (or atleast a few) that pertain to current events. in yesterday's case, I drempt about Stanley "Tookie" Williams's case with good ol' Gov. Terminator...

 

I drempt that I was a college student, lay'n in bed (like I usually am when I'm asleep : 3 ) and suddenly like, I was over in Tookie's cell wearing all white an glowy 'n junk. we both looked at each other like "wtf?!" an he asked me if I was a spirit, I was like "Idano, do I have wings and a halo" an I turned around and he nodded. so I grabbed my halo an was like " ... oh my!" then there was a light above me and I guess I started having a conversation with God .... like he was instructing me... *shrug* so then an officer comes and sees me demands I leave, so I walk out of the cell, through the bars (prooving I aint exactly living anymore or something). then I demand they get the governor over here, and he shows up (finally). I push him into the cell with Tookie and sit down fer s chit chat, an persuade him to give Tookie clemency for now. (idano what happened)

uh the dream kinda breaks up an replays 'n junk but es funny cuz through out the dream, they were asking me if I was an angel, and I was like "I hope so, but I'd rather be back in my dorm room" and I'd be talking to (I guess) God through a light in the cieling that only I could see....

man this is DEFINATELY a dream to be dismissed! (but that would be pretty cool tho)


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Acoustic Soul
By India Arie
Ready for Love
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my dream was kinda nice.

I was with a guy I kinda like (still). but his friends didn't like me. things started to get violent and he kept trying to cover me completely to make it harder for his friends to shoot me without hitting him. eventually I told him that I didn't  want to be a burden. I woke up with him saying that it didn't work like that.


Monday, November 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Dru World Order
By Dru Hill
She Said
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ok this dream happened multiple times because I didn't sleep too well last night because of distractions. at one point my roomie left the room but I think she left the door open (not sure tho, I wasn't wearing my glasses), but lemme start before I fell asleep; in the bathroom while clean'n meh semi-blocked nose, I noticed my left nostril was bleeding slightly. it wasn't like ... oozing deep red blood blood ... it was more like .... bright redish/orange blood *shrugs* as if I had gotten scratched in me nose. in my right nostril there was like a scab ... odd, anyways. on to the dream.

So I'm falling asleep but notice my pillow feels like something was wet then dried hard on it but paid no mind to it an fall asleep (this is my dream I mind you). when I wake, I go to  the bathroom, notice dried blood on my face but pay no mind to it and wipe it off before showering.

then it time lapses to me in the cafe an I'm like super pale (I'm assuming I was earlier also but I didn't notice*shrug*) so this guy I've been kinda eyeball'n (*cries* but he's so short! ... ) comes up to me and asks if I'm ok because I'm so pale. I answer that it's weird but my nose was bleeding that night. Because we're in the line for food, I ask if I could explain over lunch and he agrees, so after getting my food, I sit across from him and explain how I woke and noticed my pillow was hard like dried blood and how I found blood on my face but ignored it because I just dont notice things in the morning. then my scrawny stalker (see LJ, post titled Scrawny Stalker for info on him) appeared next to me and was like you're nose was bleeding bad wasn't it. it's because I came in and took a piece of the bone (the area of the skull where the nose cartiledge meets bone) and he holds up this meaty-ish piece of bone.

for whatever reason, I'm fairly calm in this dream, scrawny stalker dude had like tried to caress my cheek but I dodged it, as a result, he drops his hands onto my breasts. I give him the countdown and fake a punch. I manage to stand and ask my roomie and friends (who are at the table behind me) to watch my food. then he charges at me and I push him away and warn him that while I dont want to leave the school, I would fight him (you fight, you kicked out basically). then the guy I was talking to (the hottie) stood and took off his jacket and put on his lifting gloves (he'sa body builder >: 3 ) and grabbed SS (scrawny stalker) by the neck, and raised a fist, repeating what I said: that he didn't want to leave the school but he would beat the heck outta him ...

I walk up behind him and rest my hands on his shoulders an lean in an calmly say that it wont be nessesary. he looks at me then releases SS, who I ask how he got the bone and he says he came into the room and starts talking about how my night shirt was up at my hip and what he was tempted to do and blablabla, so then I grab him and throw him onto an empty table and stand above him (on the table), pull out my shot gun from my back and fire a beanbag bullet next to his head. I ask him how he got in, and he answeres that the door was open and makes some comment (I dont remember what) that ticks me off enough to fire another beanbag bullet into his groin. then I jump off of the table and shoot him again in the butt after taking the piece of bone back (he wanted to try and clone me or something).

then I woke up.

I have no comment on this dream .... ya'll make sure you lock yer doors, heh otra wise some scrawny stalker dude'll come an take a piece of yer bone to clone yeh cuz you not interested in him. heh.


Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I had a daydream just now, because a large truck passed my dorm ...

 

but in my dream, like a small plane crashed into my dorm (wtf?!).

now there's 2 different sides:

in the first one, I managed to get up and run out into the hallway but by the time I got infront of my neighbor's wall (aka our bathroom) the plane came through and crushed me ... ouch

in the second one, I managed to jump on top of the plane and hop over the wing and basically get outside of the building (as if jumping out of the window namean) but then get sucked into the jet ...or engine under the wing. somehow I hold on and pull myself out without getting injured, and drop myself (2 stories) to the ground below. then I jump over the iron fence we have and into the street. as soon as I'm safe I noticed someone else in need so I jumped ontop of the fence and caught them as they jumped. then I looked back at the plane and remembered my suitemates were still in there so I jumped onto the building and climbed up to my room, and crawled inside

after pulling the front window off of the plane and pulling the pilot to safety, I went to my suitemate next door and had to pry them loose from the wing (one was smashed against the wall, the other was under the wing). after carrying them out to the hallway where my RA was, I went back to the plane and noticed there were prisoners inside. after a moment I finally went in to help, yelling "No one deserves to die like this!"

then I woke up ...

odd, heh hope no planes crash into UT!


Thursday, November 03, 2005

meh, I just felt like posting this here cuz I posted too much in my LJ account, BUT here's my newly revised list of what I want in a guy ... er the perfect guy for me rather:

ok, lessee in review of LJ, he must be:

taller than me, but not too tall, 6" to 6'5" is fine (I'm 5'7" ish)

bulkier than me, not fat persay, but some meat would be nice... skinny aint my thing ^^;

stronger than me or atleast someone I can compete with

equivalent or older than me, sorry but if you're younger than me, I dont want that...

ok , and for the revisions/add-ins:

I eat alot, mainly pasta, veggies an poultry... I'm not a HUGE fan of fish, but I'm ... willing to try anything once I guess. so, if you dont eat much ... go away, you'll make me self conscience!

I HATE doing my hair ... with a passion ... of the Christ ... SO if ya do hair then we're great, if not ... well ... *shrugs* guess that makes two of us huh

while not a nesessity, I like pretty eyes and a pretty smile, toothy or non, *shrugs* but not important.

I like tough but sophisticated, if he looks like the Hood took a piss on him, throw 'im back.

I like clean/ well kept. self explainatory (TAKE A SHOWER!)

Style wise ... unimportant. I dont even have the best fashion sense *shrugs* hell, a tank, a good pair of fitting jeans (no boxers showing please), and boots is all I need to drool... if his muscles are barely fitting in that shirt, I'll be the first to take it off, heh.

uhhm, lessee what else.

long fingernails ...

cut

them

now

 

... I think that's all for now. like I said in LJ, I'll take what I can get, but thats my dream mayn, heh. my reasoning? all my life I've been the biggest, strongest, one of the tallest, etc (not tallest any more, now I'm short), I want someone who can take that role from me, an let me feel protected instead of having to protect... but they need to know and understand, I wont go down without a fight, and I'm not afraid of anyone. Go ahead an get in my face and push my buttons... see how well you'll be walking later on. heh

 

 



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