| well ain't that some s---...well these last few weeks have not been fun at all.. i did the most difficult thing i've ever had to do.. i broke up with a beautiful girl that loved me very much.. i know i hurt her but i didn't want to hurt her worse eventually... i was so confused and torn by my inability to figure out my feelings that i felt like i was mentally cheating on her.. i didnt want to drag her around while i figure myself out.. i feel like i did the lesser of two evils.. which that always sucks... im sorry for the pain i caused but i know i did the right thing.. i miss her companionship.. but i know i was not being fair to her by remaining in the relationship... |
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this is my girlfriend Ellen and her dog Hannah 
Ellen and me before Missions Banquet at USM's BSU (she went.. I did not..) |
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| where did you come from??i am now dating the most amazing girl that i have ever met.. she has filled the slot of first girlfriend for me and i hope she is my last one.. i cannot wait to see what God has in store for us.. im feeling good.. real good.. it happened extremely fast and was very unexpected, but it happened just the same.. im blessed.. |
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| i dropped out of school today.. kinda sad.. but happy also... |
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| November 24, 2005Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember, The sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers, And the time on the clock when we realize its so late, and this walk that we shared together, The street was wet and the gate was locked, so I jumped it and I let you in, And you stood at my door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it. -Dashboard Confessional- |
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