Currently Listening The Eminem Show By Eminem see related

in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse.

Some days I sit, staring out my window, watching this world pass me by.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy.. I'm crazy, oh so crazy.
Am I just wasting my time?
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders and everyone's leaning on me.

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy..
My insecurities could eat me alive.

Sometimes I think, whats become of this? How could it have happened, if i was there watching it all escalade up to a point where you couldnt acheive anymore happiness because that was as much that you could get, that was the happiest you could get.. and then in a moment everything can collapse down to the ground and you feel like you're trying to climb out.

Why after everything i've done, has this, yet again, happened.

I understand why, but i don't understand how i could let this happen right before me, as if i've been unconscious up until now. and... oh fuck it,

...oh well.

eminem, you are my baby.

fuck

i

wish

i

fall

down

fucking

hard

and

fast.

all i have left is fame, shortly, i'll loose that too.

then ill have nothing.

my hickies hurt.

im such a screw up.

BIG Fucking Mouths Like Saying My Name Too Much.

you've had so many fucken chances to come up to me and say something yet you dont fucken do it.

you talk about penny needing to grow some fucking balls?

Well you've got some fucking nerve you little shit.

you've talked to ashley, and penny and you ran away crying.

i wish i was there, i'd laugh. histerically.

grow some fucking balls yourself wont you?

and grow the fuck up you childish piece of shit.

kay sammy?

Currently Listening Crimes By Blood Brothers feed me to the forest. see related

concert

was

great.

<3