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Cindylouwho42002
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Name: Cindy
Birthday: 3/18/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: God is my life and he is awesome! He has given me so many wonderful friends that I love spending time with. I love sports, swimming, outside activities, and having fun with other people. Dancing has always been fun for me and I hope to get back into that, as well as bowling.
Expertise: Oh you know... everything!... j/k
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  cindylouwho42002
Yahoo:  cindylouwho42002
Member Since:
7/12/2004
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Our seats were close enough that I got to see Matthew McConaughey and Jake Gyllenhaal. I thought that was cool.
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| Its already been a year since you have left us. This year has been full of turmoils that you would not believe. I am just thankful that you are not in anymore pain. Seeing you in your last days was very difficult to do, but I wouldnt trade it for anything. I love you so much and really really miss you. You were the strength of our family and now it is falling apart. There are so many things that I wish you could know about, especially what your daughter is doing to myself and stephanie. It is turning into a nightmare, one that seems like is going to go on forever.
I love you Granny, and miss you more than words can express.
December 8, 1932- June 27, 2005.
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| I miss youTime sure does fly by. This past year seemed to be even harder than the first. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think of you. It just wasnt fair to lose you the way that I did. I still dont understand why and ask God that all the time. I keep having flashbacks of the events of May 26, 2004. They are keeping me up and I cant stop crying. I am crying now as I write this.
You were the most important man in my life. Steph and I were your princesses and could do no wrong. You were always so proud of us in whatever we did, and you were ALWAYS there for us. You never let me down. Dang it Papaw, you wont be there in december when I graduate from college. That was always so important to you, for me to finish school. Well Papaw, that time is coming this year. I just pray that you are going to be there watching me anyway. You wont be there when I get married either, whenever that is. I wanted you to be the one to walk me down the aisle. Now that is just a question that I dont like to think of because I dont have an answer for who that will be. I dont really have anyone to do that.
Today is SO hard for me, and I dont want to be alone. I thought that Christmas and birthdays this year would be easier than last, but I was wrong, it was even harder, because now Granny is with you and not with us. I didnt plan a trip to Florida over Christmas break, one of the first times since yall had moved to Florida. It was so hard to not get a phone call and hear your voice on the other end. I watched a home video several months ago and heard your voice again for the first time since you died. That was too difficult for me, I had to turn it off. I have so many stories of you that I will never forget. I just hate that you never got to experience great-grandchildren. I know that you wanted them. I know that Bubba misses you too. We dont seem to hear from him since yall arent around anymore. You were the glue of our family and now it is falling apart and it is tearing me up inside.
I cant express how much I miss you and love you. It is proof that you dont have to be blood to be family. Noone could have told either one of us that we were not biologically related, no one ever believed us, and I loved that.
I treasure our last picture together and constantly replay in my mind those last few months of all the events that happened.
Benny Bryan "Papaw" 7/14/29-5/26/04 You will always be loved and never be forgotten.
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| So the semester is literally almost over. 1 final down, and 3 more to go... i am so stressed by them all! It is hard for me to believe that I just have one more semester left until I graduate! It is exciting and scary all at the same time.
So other news, I got the position in the Business Center at work. I start the training soon. It will be a nice change, and hopefully all will go well. And I also think I might have found a roommate. I am meeting with a girl tonight. She is very interested in the apartment and I just hope that things will all work out with her. I have a couple of other people who were interested in it too, but I havent talked to them much. Please pray that things work out for me in that area, because I am not going back home and I cant live by myself and afford it.
Anyways~ God is good, and He is showing me a lot of things about my relationship with him and family members. I just pray that he continues to work in my life, because I desperately need him.
Good luck to everyone on finals~ I cant wait until it is summer and everyone is home again!  | | |
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