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Name: Tiffany Birthday: 4/26/1983 Gender: Female
Interests: Acting, Singing, Laughing, 1 on 1 conversations, Listening to Music, drawing every couple of years, poetry, outreach, LIFE. Expertise: Talking Occupation: Student Industry: Art
Message: message me AIM: swtcinnamonsuga
Member Since:
10/12/2003
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| Hey to all my xanga friends. Wow long time no post...sowwy. Just wanted to let those of you who don't already know know about my new blog. It's my blog that I've created for my Mozambique experience. Needless to say I won't be double posting so my xanga is no more...at least not for the next 2 years. Please visit my new blog at http://tiffanyinmozambique.blogspot.com. Thanks and much love and peace to you all. Muah!!!! Tiffany :)
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| Peace CorpsSo here is the news that I have been waiting all year for! Peace Corps finally came-a-callin' and.... I am going to (drums please) MOZAMBIQUE!!!!!! I am a School and Community Health Projects Health Educator. I'm really excited! I leave for my orientation on Sept. 25th and then I depart for my training in Mozambique on October 2nd. My service in Peace Corps officially starts Dec. 10th. So my full service is Dec. 10, 2006 - Dec. 9, 2008. Now, I'm currently doing my research because I don't know much about Mozambique except that it's right above South Africa and right across from Madagascar. I will be sending all of you more information soon, but I just wanted to make the announcement. Thanks to everyone for the support that I have been given. I'm so happy and I've never felt more excited, scared, happy, confident and eager about anything in my life....well except going off to college. I'll keep you all posted with more information. When I am in Mozambique I plan to keep my myspace, but I'll post updates every month or so. Cool? I love you guys! Tiffany :) | | |
| So...it's been quite some time since my last entry. I don't know...maybe you can say that it's because I've been a bit dissatisfied with the way my life has been going. I don't know...it's missing something. And it's been 2 months and I haven't heard a word from Peace Corps. It's times like this when I feel like I could be doing so much more with my life than waiting for this uncertainty. In two more weeks I'll be able to contact them. I'm trying so hard to be patient. Applying for the Peace Corps is a challenge in and of itself for me because my instinct and nature is to continue school. I love school and I love success and I'm the type of girl that likes to keep going going going...but right now I can't help but feel like my life is going nowhere. I can't make any major decisions because of the possibility of Peace Corps. I don't know what month I'm leaving, what country I'm going to nothing...I have to keep playing it day by day. It's really easier said than done.
In other news....seems like everyone around me is getting married. Today I ran into my childhood best friend Vanessa. Vanessa and I knew each other from the 2nd grade - 4th grade. She was my first best friend. I ran into her back during highschool graduation after 8 years then again today after 5 years. She's getting married in October. My current best friend Georgina is getting married in July of next year. My high school sweetheart has already been married and divorced. My sisters are engaged. It's all around me...seriously. And I'm not envious or jealous or anything...I just wonder how my life played in the way that doesn't put me in that position. I still don't desire a relationship right now...and the more I think about it the more I wonder if I may possibly be asexual or whatever its called. I'm not sure if I'm really attracted to either sex. I thought I was bisexual for a while...but I don't know really. Maybe I'm nothing. I don't know if I am capable of desiring someone really strongly. I just don't feel it anymore. Or maybe I just haven't met the right person. But this person would obviously have to be crazy amazing or something because my standards must be high and I don't realize it. Maybe he or she doesn't exist. Anyway...enough of that.
So I went to Canada last week to visit Mana. It was fun to say the least. Boy those Canadians sure do know how to party. Although it was a very short visit I have to say that I did learn alot about myself and about other people. Anyway here's Canada in a nutshell...well Vancouver anyway: Forest, Mountains, Beach, and the City all in one area...More hippies with dreadlocks than I've seen anywhere (yes, I even saw an asian girl with dreadlocks), the scent of pot is in the air, what's a tuni?, obsession with celebrities, beautiful women, awesome shopping, balooga whales, Trees and more trees, overcast skies, very bad version of mtv, "ay", CLEAN AIR..I could breathe and had no alergies!!!, and um..."zed".
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| I don't know what the hell I'm doing...haha and I'm soooo ok with that. I think its crazy exciting! But being the worry wart that I am it also really freaks me out. | | |
| Nothing to update. Peace Corps still has not word for me. My job is ending soon. Looking for new work until I get shipped off to Africa. I've gained so much weight its sad. I'm not officially fat I think, but I'm confident that I'll get it off once I leave this dorm food. It's really sad...the junk they feed to us. What do they expect??? At least at UCI there were healthy options. Ugh.
Hmmm....No love life...but I'm ok with that. It's weird actually...I've had no desire for a boyfriend in a long time. And in the past month I've been so content. It's weird...I still have yet to have a crush on anyone...well, any men. It's been years. | | |
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