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Sunday, July 20, 2008

  • When you're strange...

    I was telling Anthony the other day that if you have real friends... they won't care if you call them every day, every month... or once in a blue moon... as long as you call them... and you answer the phone when they call you... then everything will be okay...

    that's how you know who really loves you...

    I've talked to so many people in the past week who have faded from my present mind set... but who have managed to remain in the crevices that hold the happiest memories of my childhood, adolecence, near-adult hood... but they've all been there when it counts... when it matters... when the bricks have disintegrated and that was left was a faulty foundation which was badly in need of reparations... they've been there to hush the fears in the darkness... to silence the laughter in the mischief... they've been the source of wonderous adventures under the starry skies...


    where would we be without people around us to remind us of our presence in the world... though we may be alone in our travels around the world... each taking our own journey down a forbidden path... we each have someone there to tell us that we are needed... we are welcome... we are indeed LOVED... whether we make it out of the darkness... whether we go too far ahead... whether we get lost in our own ramblings... they love us still... through the years of silence... the moments of frustration... they still love us... for that's what friends do....

Sunday, July 06, 2008

  • Gold Teeth and A Curse for This Town

    awww... I love Scrubs... its always good for smile...

    For some reason... I was extremely homesick yesterday... I would've loved nothing more than to spend a day watching Sex and the City with Christinita... going out to breakfast with my Dad at La Cabana... having Markie ask me to play Moonlight Sonata just to hear me mess up... or having a bbq with my mom and Tio Joe...or even having Alicia attack my face (that's how I know she loves me)

    I miss them alot... but I guess that's what I have to give up for starting this new... semi-adult life...hahaha....

    But today... back in the routine...

    I realize... I lose so much time... and when i finally sit down... I have no idea where my day went.. but... that's the story of my life.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

  • There's Beauty in the Breakdown

    Today... was kind of a horrendous/scary/okay day. It was really nice outside... especially on campus... and I got some stuff done at the bookstore... but yea... I guess you can never stop the shit from hitting the fan.

    I found out that my cousin Joaquin... who's been MIA for a bit... is now in a halfway house somewhere in Kern County... his dad put him there.

    bleh.

    I hope he's okay... I'm sure he is... but when you're told that someone you love was/is possibly in danger... the ground falls from underneath you... I was really scared for a minute... but then I realized that I, personally, have nothing to be scared of. I can't protect him, I can't save him, hell... I can't even be there to talk him out of whatever he's thinking about.

    You can never stop someone from making the decisions that they've already decided upon... they have to face the consequences on their own... and that's what he's doing... granted the consequences didn't need to be so extreme... but maybe... maybe he'll be okay after this.




    that or he'll just be even more crazy.

  • Its worth more to them than it is to you

    So I've noticed that my entries almost every where lately have just been short busts of words and thought which are kind of meaningless... well... I don't know if I would say meaningless (even though I just said it)... but they are kind of just not what I usually post I guess...

    I guess it just kind of makes me sad that my posts truly reflect my life: a minimal amount of free time and thus, a minimal amount of personal thought.

    Sometimes I don't even notice though... how busy it gets... and for some reason I just keep taking on responsibilities and creating more and more obligations to myself.

    We'll see... but I have yet to fail.


Sunday, June 29, 2008

  • Currently Watching
    Matilda (Special Edition)
    By Kiami Davael, Embeth Davidtz, Pam Ferris, Gregory R. Goliath, Leor Livneh Hackel
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    Little Bitty One

    mmm...

    So everything is finally resembling something called "Life" or "A Life" I guess I should say.

    While everything still remains a big hustle and bustle everywhere... its pretty satisfying to have everyday be productive... Distractions still remain... but at least I go to sleep at night actually tired

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