i hate my supervisor. she sucks. all along i thought she was nice even though we didn't talk at all. she smiled at me most of the time but who knows, behind that smile is a dagger. OMG.
interim evaluation is here and she gave me a 3 of ALL the criteria?!! 3/5 you know? that's like a JUST PASS. and besides, its an OPEN evaluation. she's not supposed to do it herself and then return me so that i can hand over to my teacher. we are supposed to DISCUSS it together. and this morning, she left the interim evaluation form on my table. EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 9AM. so thanks to her, i was moody for the rest of the day. now i know why another colleague speaks ill of her the other time. office POLITICS.
then i msg my LO to see if my mentor can do the evaluation for me. since it isn't FAIR cause my supervisor isn't the one who assigns me work, isn't the one who monitor my work, isn't the one who teaches me new stuff.! its my mentor! so its not FAIR since i dun think she even bothered to ask about my progress from my mentor. okay, even if she did, then all the more my grades shouldn't be a 3 can?!
give me a better grade will die meh?? not like it'll affect her anyway ! why can't she be nice and give me a 5?! okay la, maybe 5 is too much. but not a JUST PASS rite?! i also nv make alot of mistakes what. at least if she give me a better grade i'll like her more rite? and get her a nice pressie when i leave rite? and thank her and remember that she's the "nicest supervisor" EVER. but NO! she sucks!
this sem is particularly important to me! i need it to apply for uni. =(
and now, SHE'S NOT GETTING A PRESENT FROM ME WHEN I LEAVE! I'LL BUY FOR EVERYONE ELSE EXCEPT HER! ON PURPOSE! I DUN HAVE TO BE NICE TO HER SINCE SHE ISN'T NICE TO ME RITE?! (unless she decides to be nice.!) but anyway, DUN NEED HER EVALUATION ALSO ! my LO say i can ask my immediate mentor to do ! so YAY ! NO PRESENT FOR HER! HUMPF !
oh btw, she even commented saying that occasionally i didn't meet the expectations (careless mistake sometimes, and everyone makes mistakes what ! i didn't repeat it can alr ma! i'm new here leh, u expect me to be MISTAKES FREE ARH ! i dun believe you nv make mistake before lor !! ). but most of the times i did. and say tt i should ASK when in doubt. HELLOOO!! i got ASK okay stupid woman ! just nv ask you WHAT !
*i hope you get demoted or they reduce your pay! HAHA. or maybe the company hired another person to replace you cause you made too many CARELESS MISTAKES too!
don't ever smile at me again cause i won't smile back! your showing teeth are all turning into daggers and shooting RIGHT THROUGH ME !
why are there so many devastating events happening recently?? like the cyclone that hit Myanmar and the Fritzl Family tragedy.
i wonder what is the condition over at Myanmar. i wonder what are they gonna survive on. i wonder how many became orphans and homeless overnight.
i wonder how can something go unnoticed for 24 years when its in the vicinity i wonder what kind of treatment will such a man get. i wonder what kind of father is he. (he's a rapist, not a father) he dosen't have a sense of humanity in him.
and wow. i love my dad even more now. =)) i haven seen him for 2 weeks. he'll be back from the states in another week. ! YAY ! i'll get funding for my driving then.. HAHAHA ! ( its also because i miss him okay. i'm not so evil )
anyway, i saw the msg he sent my mum from overseas. 'can't wait to go home cause i miss you so much!' and i laughed like mad cause ISN'T IT FUNNY?!?! they're like 40 + and 50 +??? HAHAHAHA ! okay. joke of the day. for me. there are others. but NO. not revealing.
alright peeps! rmb the entry about the rat disaster? i have the video! haha. :) and i did try to save it okay. i asked them to let it go somewhere else. but too bad.. the cruelty and evil nature within the boys didn't wanna let it go so easily. they even used baygon spray and pellet gun to shoot it. so poor thing ritee??!! its dead in the end.! after i left for home tt night, i found out that those remaining wanted to catch another rat to lure the cat and burn them alive. omg. why do i have such cruel friends? i'm sure Hitler will love them if they existed during WWII.
(this is not advisable for the kind hearted) & try to hear the rat screehing !
its been 2 months and 1 week into my attachment period. and i'm quite surprised that i still managed to survive. SOMEHOW. i HAVE to.
below are the list of what i usually do at work.
1. scan invoice and removing staplers on stapled invoices. (which can be quite annoying cause all are stapled and there are 1000+ invoice a month?! and i've got to scan ALL) 2. punch hole, do filing 3. separate the coloured papers. green on the left, pink on the right, compare the white against the green and stapler it back. 4. read blog 5. photocopying 6. type invoice 7. check for spelling errors 8. talk crap with my mentor and eat all her tidbits. (i likeee!) 9. sit on the chair and rot. 10. go to the toilet and stay there for at least 15 mins every hour. (rest! haha)
okay. i think basically tt's it. its THAT simple i think my cute lil cousin can do it too.
you see.. don't bother asking me what i do at work anymore. cause i think my answer would still be the same for the next 3 months.
anyway. on a happier note.. there's driving tml !! however, the instructor is making me all confused. its okay if she talks in chinese and i can somehow figure out most of what she's trying to say. but now... she mix it with hokkien.
wtf? how the hell am i supposed to understand?
ok. on an even happier note, i'm taking off my braces soon ! YAY! either tml or next week or next next week. and this time i will put on my retainers cause i wouldn't wanna put it a 3rd time.
dinner @ jurong country club.
karaoke after dinner.
with shots & beer.
awwwwwwww.... abi's gonna kill me. HAHA.
more singing session back at keith's place.
SATURDAY
TAS BIATHLON
after the event, went back to keith's place.
to whip up DINNER !!
HEEZ ! i helped by cutting the CHICKEN !
went night cycling after dinner! its damn fun ! :) and i wanna go more often !
oh btw.. we caught a rat at keith's place 2 days ago. and they burnt it ALIVE on sat night. they poured 3/4 bottle of turpentine on the rat. then placed a basin full of turpentine below its cage. lit the basin full of turpentine and let it burn. the whole rat was on fire running around the cage, screeched for a few seconds and died. amazingly, the long tail didn't catch fire AT ALL. why huh? turpentine didn't work on the tail.. the guys regretted not feeding the rat during the past 2 days. so that it will have more energy to scream even more and make it more exhilarating while killing it. wtf rite? and the poor lil' rat turned into a black piece of disgusting ______ (whatever you call it) conclusion: rat's tail makes good insulators !!
too bad my camera died and thus no pictures of tt pathetic lil thing.
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