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It's been months since something more then the norm appears
These feelings trapped inside of me gives me a form of fear
I'm twisted over what I should do with these emotions I've grown
I'm too use to waking up knowing I'm going to be alone
then you came along and showed me someone like you existed
now I'm lost within all these feelings that I can't express it
I once told myself, I would never give in to someone so easily
then within a blink of a eye and a flash of your smile I'd get so weak
because of you, I feel a part of me has been captured
placed into something more then the ordinary picture
but it's ripping me apart because I'm so uncertain that I can't speak
too afraid that my past would repeat, too scare I would fall too deep....
I fell so deep into your eyes that I almost lost composure
almost lost my grip of the world so that I could be closer
but we all knew it could never be, so another chapter ends
I closed myself off and now I'm at step one once again
yet i still rememeber those days that we share at night
held so close till the morning gleamed into our sights
but sadly it comes to a end, my story cannot continue
what could be written cannot be finish without you..
-one.
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| - Breathe Talked about lookin D-R-U-N-K haha here's some pictures for your enjoyment.
Club Cocomo:
Winnie, Me and Julie
Kevin, Jenny, Angel, Me, Jenny and Monica..no idea who those people are in the back. |
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| - Like Toy Soldiers
Simple and true I'm so puzzle and daze wehen I look at this soldier
my composure breaks with all the weight hanging on my shoulder
can't help but wonder what battle am I force to commit
maybe I should worry but I always say I can handle it
but I admit with each lesson learn, thing's still don't make sense
so when no one cares I burn and stare at what makes sense
I'm so stiff and piss but no one listens to what I preach
where's all the bliss and kisses I promise myself I would reach
so I'm left sitting and reminscing what I have done
back at step one grieving and leaving, outlashing on everyone
.one.
back to step one... |
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| - Unconditional Love - A new layout..what do u guys think? It's more pleasing to the eyes... ..well i will be writing a little more on xanga now since i'm trying to stay home more often so I can save some money. If anyone in the bay reads this...anyone going to Cocomo this friday??? clubbin holla! peace .one. |
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| Everything is so blurry,
Everyones so fake
Everybody so empty
and everything is so messed up..
Puddle of Mudd - Blurry
I feel a time of reflection is needed.... |
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