Day 3

Having day off work instead of working actually helps me. Woke up and did some errands, had lunch with Boom, then shopped at Kerrisdale. Walked by the Runs Inn, curious about a pair of running shoes (just to jog in). Not gonna lie to myself, got this curiosity from Jake really. The girl there got me trying the shoes on and they were so comfortable. Maybe Jake was right, maybe it is my old runners that makes me tired early. So I went straight home and I couldn't wait to test these puppies out. It was great! The shoes were so comfortable that I didn't want to stop. It does feel good running. Picture myself running away from all my problems. At least it is an escape from everything for one hour.

Day 2

Still checking my emails constantly throughout the day.... feel so empty. Don't know if I can hold up for a week.

Hoping my wish smoke will work! People just kept wishing for things and give nothing back, well, to make it more effective I also promised the wish smoke something. Give and Take right? This promise I'll keep until..... I guess getting over ..... ???

Day 1

Nothing going well this morning. Everything seems so out of place.

Sitting here at work, pressing send/receive on my outlook over and over again.... nothing....

The day's going by so slowly without those emails.  Looking for excuses to leave the office, away from the computer

This whole thing feels like a dream

[誠實得過了頭

不能退後也沒法向前走]

"your honesty was more than what we can handle,

now we can't take a step back nor can we move forward"

「我雖然心太急更害怕錯過你」