Since it's a so fucked up day, I chose to listen to Stanley Huang's "Circus Monkey"...

Be back from YouthLeader 2004. It was a great experience! Great people, great food, great facilities... It was really an isolated island. There was no cell phone reception, no credit card/mondy needed (unless you want to buy snakes), no TV, no Olympics, no Spiderman...->a REAL "SIMPLE LIFE"!! Really, it was a fantastic place for relaxing, emptying yourself ("No Mind"!!) and to be closer to God by spending more time talking to Him. By doing so, I felt His greatest love on me. I felt the power. I saw the light. I can't even use a single word to describe my feelings here. I am overwhelmed! If you have a chance to go to YouthLeader 200x, please do. You'd feel your life would be changed in a good, God-loving way.

Youth Ministry website: www.youthmin.com

Today was the fireworks finale. For those who didn't go to see the fireworks today, guess who the winner was? It was SWEDEN!!!(totally out of my expectation though...)

Celebration of Light has always been a great indication that summer is almost over. Within a month my second year will begin. That means new tasks will be on my way for me to take care and conqurer. Very excited but worried.

hmm...want it so badly...