| This is me, Take it or leave it
What you see is what you get,
this is who I want to be
Okay, so this is it. This Whole post is about me. If you don't like it well I really couldn't give a damn. I'm sure you can see my sister coming out in me right. See alot of people will read this thinking its to them. Don't think that, your not that important in my life for me to write about you. But instead this is for anyone, who really cares actually, this is me. Deal wtih it. I'm happy. And if you don't then who cares. You all thought I was doing so great last year when actually... just incase you didn't know, I was very depressed. And now that I'm happy again and myself. You think I've changed. HA. I think its for the better.
Oh, New York here I come. Yes its a fast town, I'm a fast girl. Come to think of it, you've never been so how the hell would you know what its like? To pray for me not to go is very hurtful seeing is that your pretty much praying for me to never be around one of the only things that really makes my life. My father is the reason I am so strong. He watchs out for me. And if one day he's okay with me leave then by god. I'm gone. Not to go out parting every night, cause thats not me. Not sleeping with guy after guy, cause thats not me. Not being screwed and then getting dumped. Not screwing a guy because he bought me a drink, clothes, dinner, whatever.
My old "selffish attittitude" my be back, but thats only because I was kiding it for the cracked out physco, talks about everyone behide there backs, and can't keep there mouth shut family. Hell yeah what I did was worth it. I had fun, got in trouble. KNEW I WASNT GOING TO DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not because I knew I got in trouble because I didn't want to. I have changed that fucking much to know whats completely right from wrong.
Now for Adam. Yeah, you may not know Adam. See he did care about what happend. You weren't here, you didn't know what went on. He wanted to talk to mom and dad and say sorry he kept me out till ONE.. I was in this house at 1:07 acatually. Not two or three. He said it was wroth it because I told him it was worth it. I was scared out of my mind having to tell mom and dad. BUT ITS NOT LIKE A SLEPT WITH THE GUY. We just went to see a band. No drinking, no drugs, no "screwing" which is the word of your choice.
The part where it was worth it, the one he was talking about was not "HIS ONE NIGHT WITH ME" it was me being able to drive my car. I loved driving my car. I know now I actually went it and don't think in the back of my mind how I just couldn't tell my father I didnt want it. I actually love that car with all of my heart... probably more then I do you at this point.
So before you can see me, after to much rambling. Next time you talk about someone in this family, think about what you're saying and whos going to find out. Hope you had fun reading.
I'm pale and wear black eyeliner.
I can, of couse, be a bitch.
I'm in drama... I don't have drama.
I love to write.
I'm blonde, I can be slow sometimes.
High Heels... what more could a girl want
Believe it or not, I am innocent.
I'm a huge hugger!
A big kid a heart.
Most deffeantly not a girl.
Better not to regret.
I'm free when its me and Shopie.
I'm silly
Remember the good times, forget the bad.
I'm a friendly preson.
I lick my fingers when I eat.
I like high school.
I actually like to read.
The Notebook.
Grey's Anatomy.. LOVE IT
Hopless Romanitc... : / 
I have class.
Go Big or Go Home
I am self- conscious.
I'm a night person.
LOVE Pina Colatas
I love being with my best girl.
She is my hero.
I love Sex and the City.
Starbucks makes everything better.
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